HEY A! Okay, so I just read your post. I agree with you in somethings but not everything. Because, how are we gonna grow if we keep shoving problems aside and ignoring it all the time? This is what I kinda meant like acting like everything's all sunshine and rainbow. It's like a math problem, you can't move on to another topic without solving the previous problems. You may now see it as an issue now but eventually when things get worse overtime those previous issue will grow bigger and bigger. The more we ignore it, the worst it gets. Like what S told me, if there's a fight between one of us then we're all in this together.
And the part you say about being clumped up with someone else. Well, it may not seem like you're being clumped up to someone but whenever I'm out with you guys and there's a fight going on I feel like you're all against me in one team. I'm not the only one feeling this way, you can always ask S and L. I just try to ignore it all the time but sometimes it's like a smack in your face and it actually hurts you know? Try being in my position for one day and maybe you'll understand why. You might think I'm being dramatic or what but seriously one day you'll feel like this. May not be with us or may be with us but when you feel it, you'll understand.
Like, I've come to the point where I'm just really tired of feeling useless and pushed around like some toy. I don't really have anything wrong with you, A. But I don't know. Like I wrote in the previous post, I came here to be different. Standing up for myself is one thing. I hope you understand this.
AND, I am really glad that you're making effort in this. :)
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