Well, to be honest, I really didn't wanna get involved into any of this. I felt like it was a 'fight' or argument that I wasn't part of and so I shouldn't butt in and just let you guys resolve this among yourselves. But since A mentioned me in her previous post, I'll just let you guys know my opinion.

Firstly, I disagree with A and lil A to just forget about this and move on. I mean, there are obviously issues that you guys have to resolve before moving on, and if you guys just 'move on' without resolving those issues first, then the friendship will just be fake and pointless. If you guys really wanna move on, you have to sort things out, be honest with one another, apologize(both sides) , and move on. You can't just move on and pretend nothing ever happened, that's just silly.

Secondly, I do have my own opinions of you, A. It's not that I just blindly take sides without thinking. I can understand how C feels because sometimes, I feel the same way too. I think all she needs is for you guys to understand her a little more and be more sensitive to her feelings. And sometimes, we expect you to understand how we feel when we are busy or don't have time to hang out with you guys. I think you guys should show us more support instead of just leaving us just out of the loop like that. And unless I got the facts wrong, I don't think its right for any of you guys to talk behind each other's backs.

And whichever one of you who talked about C's parents, I do think it's really going a little too far. Even though you may not personally like someone that much, but I think you should still feel some respect for C and her parents.

Btw, yes it's true that you haven't talked to me about this. In fact, the only time you ever call to talk to me is when you need transport. Or maybe that's only what I feel. And because I hardly ever talk to you, I don't see you as my closest friend, but just as a friend. I'm sorry to be so honest, and I don't really have anything against you, but I just feel that we are always saying 'besties' and everything but at the back so much gossiping and back-stabbing until there is no real friendship going on anymore.

Seriously, you need to sort this out with each other and stop pretending everything is okay.

Short update from me!

First up-sorry guys haven't been able to join ya'll for futsal =/ been kinda busy with school and stuff these past few weeks and even when I don't have to stay back after school, just so exhausted! But looking forward to meeting up with you guys again(soon, hopefully!) even if its not for futsal.

Anyway, school these days have just been kinda tiring. Classes classes classes, hw hw hw. Oh! But bio has been interesting cause we're doing experiments! hahaha, kinda jakun I know la, but even in grc din't get to really DO anything, and now its like we have lab coats and stuff, and we can actually play with plants and chemicals and all =p

English classes have been okaaay. We're learning this book, and it's literally FILLED with swear words. Sigh, can't do anything lah, but it's just sooo........aiyo.

Other than that, nothing much la. Oh! One more thing, guess what, girls? My classmate really wanted to learn piano so I decided to take on a student! =p Just started teaching piano but I don't really know how so i'm just going with the flow and stuff. So yeah, we'll see how that goes.

Uhm..I can't really think of anymore to say, haha. I guess that's all for now then.

Btw, I'm craving ice-cream! =p

Guess who's back?

Hey loveliess!! =)

First of all, lemme just apologize for my absence! I thought that this blog was pretty much dead( =p), but when I suddenly decided to revisit it again, WHOA, I had to go back a few pages to catch up with all your posts!! Took me a couple of days but I managed to finish it =) Sorry!! haha

Its so nice reading all of your updates, because knowing what's happening in your life eventho its been Ages since we met is like being a part of it again =) The distance doesn't feel that far away anymore, ya know? Anyway, a couple of updates on my side, well i've been pretty packed with assignments lately, and I just wish I have more time! Managed to finish quite a bit last week, but new projects keep popping up =(

Yesterday, my whole class went for 'soup kitchen' where we prepared food and distributed them to the needy and homeless people around. It was such a wonderful experience! You know, it's been quite some time now, and I think that currently, one of my life's goals is to be able to touch the hearts of OTHERS. I mean, during childhood, the world seems to revolve around myself. But now as I'm growing *ahem* older, haha, I just wanna be able to change other people's lives in a positive way. To create an impact. I don't want the world to revolve around me anymore.

Anyway,apart from that, I do enjoy school and church. Oh yeah, decided to join the young adults "cell group" in my church, and I'm loving it! We really get to discuss about God and just hearing each other's experiences is just encouraging and comforting too, cause I know i'm not the only one struggling.

S, oh yeah, I totally forgot there are some really inappropriate scenes in the Time Traveller's Wife book! Hahahaha, sorrryyyy, I couldn't really remember the details and all. But yeah, just try another book. Hope you like them! And what happened to writing essays huh? =p Stop procrastinating!!!

C, I miss you SO much!! You know what? this is unacceptable. We live ridiculously near and we never meet up. SOON KAY? (and pls remember my cheese cake too! hahaha KIDDING, you know I love you ) I ALSO WANT TO SEE YOUR BRACES WHEN YOU GET THEM.

S1!! I miss you so so so much too!!!! Glad you finally managed to say hi to D. =) don't worry, it starts with a hello, but im sure you two will be able to start talking more as time comes.. I'm also glad you can have friends like E to talk about your passions about fashion together, and other friends who keep buying you meals!! *jealous* ahhahaha, ;)

A <3, first of all, thanks for starting the 'revival' of this blogg! haha.. and also, glad to be reading your uhm, very random list ;) haha, we have to meet up soooon!

Lil A!! You gotta update more!!(hahaha look who's tlaking right, I know) but hey, at least I update with a looong one! =p Now you all have to just suffer reading this very long rant, haha! I MISS YOU!

In short, I miss all you guysss! Hopefully we'll be able to meet up this weekend, if not SOON!
Kay, I needa run. Desperate need for toilet with now, and gotta practice piano and do assignments!! hahaha

Love you all =),
L

You know what, S? Your post really encouraged me. =) This has kinda been in my heart for some time.. getting so close to my non-christian friends now, I really wanna make a difference in this world-the world around me. I'm trying now as hard as I can to stand up for what I really believe in, and I have to keep reminding myself

"God's love is sufficient for me." 

And really, it is true. It's hard to not crave for people's attention/love/acceptance sometimes, I mean, I'm guilty of it too. So I remind myself, HE is sufficient for me. His LOVE is sufficient for me. 

Today in the car as I was driving home from school, I was just praying that God will let me make a difference in my friends' lives. I'm still working on that, and I need to constantly check myself. No cursing, no lying. Be patient, and try not to lose your temper. Instead, show them God's love. 

Sometimes, just leading a godly life can 'speak' to people more than just going up to them and telling them the gospel. They don't want to hear Christ from you. They wanna SEE Christ in you. It's useless to just talk, but not do anything. So make our lives speak volumes, and be a testimony to others!

It's hard, I know. I'm struggling too. But just know that God will never leave us nor forsake us. He is with us always, and because of that, we can live. We can smile.

=)

What Totally Made My Day

Last night, a 5-year-old came up to me. She leaned at the side of the sofa with her chin on both her hands and said to me with a really sad face.

"Why are you prettier than me?"

I was so shocked! Haha.. 

Anyway, my point here is that we are all beautiful okay? No argues about that! Stop thinking you're fat, or ugly, or whatever. Don't have to dress to please other people. Be yourself, dress up for yourself, and just be beautiful in your own eyes! Doesn't matter what other people think. At least you know that no matter what, God will still think you are beautiful, because he only cares what's in the inside. 

And really, looks isn't EVERYTHING. Sometimes, I meet new people and I may not think they are attractive at first, but after knowing them better, they become more pretty&handsome! I'm sure you've experienced it too! It's a person's personality that will always outshine everything else.

So yeah, just some rambles from me =)

p/s. me and that little girl got into a sorta argument after that, because I think she's prettier. She is. =)

Treasure Every Moment

Hey dearies!

So, holidays has just begun for me! It'll be starting again in January.. although I'm really glad for the holidays, but the 'holiday homework' is driving me nuts =( aaand, it's gonna feel weird not seeing my classmates everyday for the next month! haha..I think I'm gonna miss school *sigh*

Time really flies.. It's crazy to think that I've already finish one whole semester, and only have three left! Reflecting back on the past 5 months, I can say that I really enjoyed school. The friends I have made there has just been amazing, and I think being suddenly put into a 'non-christian' environment has certainly made me realize how much I need God, and how little I know about Him. Now, I want to learn more about other religions too..and of course, mine as well. Even in English classes, there are new philosophies that we're learning, and sometimes, people start to question if there really IS a God. Well, I just pray that I'll know how to answer these questions, and be able to reach out to my friends..

School aside, I miss you guys! We should hang out again.. and S, don't worry about futsal! I didn't mind at all that you forgot to pick me! hahaha... I still got to play with you guys, and that's what matters. =) chill larh ;)
We need a sleepover, people!
Aaandd, saree party! (I needa finish planning! =/ )

Kay, that's all for now! Continue posting and updating me about anything and everything!

Oh, just thought i'd share a song for a change ;) listen!(if you don't already know the song)

Peaches-New Heights

<3 L

Hey Girlss!! ;)

I know it is major uberly late of me, but I shall finally post this first post! =) Had sooo much trouble signing in cause the account kept rejecting me!
Anyway, even though I've been 'quiet' and all, just wanna let you girls know that I am keeping up with all your posts..and just know that I'm always here if ya'll need someone to talk to =)
I'm really glad we have this blog for all of us to just update each other about our lives, and things we're facing. Keep it up!!

I'll update more about myself next time, REALLY, I will.
See you all, loves! <3

L~