HOW FREAKIN LONG HAS IT BEEN HOMEYSSSS ?????

i'm glad this blog isn't dead , thanks for keeping the love alive girlies !

so , i just wanna thank the good LORD for everything .

1. going for NS , meeting amazing people , experiencing new things .

2. for keeping my family safe thus far .

3. for this netbook ! i can finally skype with yall & blog more often , i have my personal comp .

4. A and S1 received the baptism of the Holy Spirit ! :) 

5. last but not least , for dying on the cross for me .

this are the few things i can think of , God is great ! so glad that despite all the fights and backstabbing and wtat nots , we still are homeys for life ! we needa keep the love growing !

C , more updates from wherever you are kay ? 

S1 , you're leaving soon ! danngggggg . i'm happy that you guys get to go and explore the world . 

God is using yall for greater things wherever yall at , always remember that .

even for americanos , coming to Malaysia , God truly has a purpose for that i believe .

so this is just a short post to up so imma sign off with a 

MERRYYYY CHRISTMASS EVERYBODYYYY !!! :):) 

HE is the reason for the season !

HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH Y'ALL WHEREVER YOU ARE.

Love,

S1 xxx

Baby, try to understand

Yellow Besties!
- How's everyone? I really do miss all of you right now. ): Please update more? Since it's probably be the only way to know what's going on in your lives. :D

So, I have arrived in Canada already! Like, finally :D it's actually day 3 now I think. To describe the place in one word ; AWESOME.  The people are like freaking friendly, helpful and kind! But there are some snobby, rude ones too but who cars?  Ohmygosh, I love it here.  I mean yeah, it's gonna be a hard start and all but I can totally see myself staying here for good. :) However, I do miss everyone back home or should I say back at Malaysia? lol i don't know.
The flight here was like so bloody tiring and long. :o Especially the one from Dubai to Toronto. I thought I was gonna die man!  And you know,  I lost my owl earrings ): I can't find it now!
Oh did I mention about the guys? WELL, THERE ARE LIKE TONS OF HOT GUYS HERE :O It's like wooooooooowie!

I miss everyone so much! Sending my love to all :) xx

STUCK ON REPLAY

So much were left unsaid.

Rest in peace, J. Louis. You will be extremely missed. 

When our mutual friend told me J passed away, I wasn't convinced. The minute I got home, I checked J's FB page to see if he really did go. He really did. I just can't accept that he's gone. My brain is still processing his departure from this world.

He was a good friend despite our short-term friendship. He was encouraging, honest, considerate and real. I miss talking to him. I looked forward to his message(s) everyday. I should have replied him straight after I read his message. I should have continued our conversation instead of procrastinating my reply. I shouldn't have neglected him.

Ugh, I hate myself.

You Need To Have A Sit With Your Ego

I AAAAMMMMMMM FREEEEEEEE BITCHES! :D

; Officially done with SAT.  #ohyeaahh ;) hahaha! But I have this annoying after effect on SAT man. I keep thinking I have to study for it, like every few minutes. They should like seriously put this behind their books or something. *CAUTION; After effect of wanting to study will happen.

So anyway, did blogger like change their layouts? Because everything looks crazily different. On a whole different note, I'm currently very very free and bored. I don't know what to do now! ;O Other than finish my 5 books of Science. But I'm like so not gonna do that now :D I feel like going on a road trip or something. I NEEEED THE BEACH, before going to a bloody freezing cold country.  Aahhhh! Time needs to like slow down. I can't believe I'm leaving next month. Farewell dinners/lunches is like on every weekend. I think I gain like 5 kgs or something. Super annoying >;( I need to go on a super diet now! Speaking of dinners, I have one tonight I think. :/

I went shopping yesterday like again, oh and today too! :D I actually just came back from OU. Bought a few winter cloths like this :

Just one of the few items I bought. I'm thinking of getting this bag from Zara ;

what do you think? It's something like this. This is not the exact one. The one I want is slightly bigger and the bottom is like rounder. It's pretty cheap too. I think I'll go back and get it soon! :D Oh and I went to diva and wanted to get a few hair ties and rings but I didn't. Was crazily tired by the end of the day. I'm in like a crazy shopping mood this past few days. I think dad is starting to get a bit annoyed with the amount of stuff we actually bought. I just need to get a pair of shoes and I'm done! :D

Loves xx

November,

Please go easy on me.

Welcome to the Universe

CHECK THIS OUT.

We are just a speck in the galaxy we live in. I'm not even talking about the universe.

The Hubble Ultra Deep Field displays about 10,000 galaxies in our universe.

Credit: NASA

Last night, I attended my college's FRIGHT NIGHT Halloween event. It was pretty cool. I went as a "bohemian princess". The band performed Pumped Up Kicks (Foster The People), Sex On Fire (Kings Of Leon), and My Hero (Foo Fighters). The best selection of songs. I shisha-ed for the first time that night. 

Oh Oh Oh!

OMG I FORGOT ABOUT THIS BLOG! :O I keep reminding myself when I'm free to come back here but when I'm finally free I forget!

HHHHHEEEELLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Wow, so much has happen! S is now in NS, and in one week I'm taking SAT. Everything's going by so fast man! It feels like just yesterday we were all still young vulnerable teenagers. Oh man! Time needs to go slower for awhile, or better yet freeze. And I can't believe I'm leaving in 5 weeks and 45 days!
I really do miss hanging out with you all ): Siiiigh! I am seriously social deprived. Cannot wait to hang out with you guys and the school mates! :) WHOOPWHOOP!

I am gonna apply to the colleges in Canada soon too! :) I REALLY REALLY want to get in to U of Toronto and Waterloo. Apparently those two are the top U's there. So my plan is to get into Waterloo to do my Pre-U program then once I'm done I'll continue my major or whatever in U of Toronto if or when they accept me. :) I'm still looking around for other U's to apply as my fallbacks. Ahh! So nervous man! I cannot believe I reach this point in my life already.

Update more peeps! :)

long time no see

dear all,
ok so today we saw our soilder bestie :).i miss her so dang much :(.wsometimes i wish for my own selfish reasons that she wouldn't of had to go away,but i know that the good lord has a purpose in this.and also in all of our lives too;we just haven't figured it out yet.so this is for you S,I LOVE YOU!!always charish and know that no matter what :).
So this blog is kinda dead!!WE NEED TO REVIVE IT!!!!so how are you j?if you read this.
i've been trying to get more work done recently,but it doesn't always work out.so yea.my nails are peach now,thanks to s1. hahaha. tomorrow i have a lunch for the festive holiday.don't know what to wear though.                      
anyways, i gtg fold all my baju. LYLAS  all of ya'll <3



                                               <3 lil A

I don't know why I exist.

Wazzaaaaaaap :D How are all of you?
I don't have anything in particular to blog about; just updating this blog so it wouldn't look so dead, haha! This is going to be a random blog post. I'm just going to list down whatever comes to mind.

Besides University of Central Oklahoma, I've been looking at West Virginia University and I'm pretty keen on that uni. In UCO, my major, which is a professional major, is Fashion Marketing whereas, in WVU, my major would be Fashion Design and Merchandising- I get to study both! The best part is, I meet all of WVU's requirements, so I'm going to apply. I'll definitely go to WVU if they accept me. I really hope they do.

I want to kill myself for bringing up a wrong topic during dinner with a few friends last night. But then again, we're all entitled to voice out our opinions and beliefs, no? I came across this quote on Tumblr: "Never apologize for saying what you feel. It's like apologizing for being real."

I'll leave you something to think about. Read this story: Voltaire's Story of a Good Brahmin and tell me what's your take: reason or happiness? I'd rather have reason rather than happiness.

home alone

so i'm home alone right now.i'm waiting for E to come and pick up up :).A went to cell with my parents to cell.so how's everybody?i miss all of ya'll so much!!!we need to see each other soon.AND LYN,WHY ARE YOU SO MIA?i don't think i've seen you since like February.and i' listening to taylor swift.i'm pretty bored honestly.we've been studying so hard lately.i've got so many lpts to do.i'm trying to get my work done fast!i'm gonna miss all of ya'll when ya;ll go away :(whe's NS?




                                                              LYLAS LIL A

Insignificant and Worthless

Hellooo!

Omg, I don't even remember stressing over the backdrop. I don't remember not having lunch that day. I don't remember the glitter and glue. Then again, I don't remember a lot of things, haha!

College has started for me. My subjects are challenging and a bad combination: Art Appreciation, Chemistry & Society, Introduction to Philosophy, Introduction to American Government and Moral Education.

I have to study (the word study looks funny to me now), humble myself, trust in God. My profanity has to leave. So does my old self. It's tough.

College is very different compared to my previous semesters. My advisor has left to further her studies. As well as a few other advisors and staff. A huge number of my friends has left. There were a few familiar faces around, so it wasn't that bad. I made a few friends though; they're okay.

I teared when I received my friend, N's text message- he's already left for the States. It's going to take me a long time to get used to him not being around. I can't believe he's gone. He was closest to me in my 4th semester, apart from C. It sucks to be me right now.

I can't imagine being away from you 5 for a long time; I'd bawl my eyes out every day and night or every time I think of y'all.

Chic Pop 9 Street Market is on this Saturday in Jaya One from 10 AM to 6 PM. I'll be going! Come if you can!

Remembrance & Memories.

Remember our hard work on this? :')

Memories ♥ 

I remembered S1 stressing over the design and the backdrop. I remembered when Mr Fan decided to drop the bomb on us a few weeks before Awards Night 08' :) I remembered fighting over such nonsense. I remembered happiness and mostly, I remembered laughter. Remember when Miss S took the 4 of us out to Mydin? :O It was so freaking epic! Best day ever with you guys <3 The best thing of that month was working with TK :D I remember the day before Awards Night we went to PJ school to fix it up and it was only the three of us there. Superwoman man ;) we did everything ourself. <3 I remember liking WYor also known as Botak <3 I remember we had no lunch on that day ): boohoo. I remember I had a plastered finger because I got cut or something like that. I remember getting glitters and glue all over us. I remember I and S sewing the golden cloth! ;D I remembered on the night of Awards Night when we were there the sign drop and everything became lopsided. I remember having fun in Awards Night with people who I call now my Bestest Best Friends <3

Best memories ever. :) 

World Stage 2011

WORLD STAGE IS FINALLY OVERRR !! 

hahahah ! 

first concert ever & i must sayyy , despite all the sweatiness , squishyness , pushing , shoving , throwing and all that , IT WASSS AWESOMEE ! :)

besides , whats a concert without all these whatever-is-ness . HAHAH ! 

lil A , S1 , B and A all left to the back cause they cannot tahan , but me and A totally persevered ! 

& we madee friends with 3 AWESOMEE people ! :)

it was crazayy .

A , i really had so much fun with you ! i lovee you bestieeee ! :):)

so anyways , i just found the MOHWAWK dudessss ! haahhahh .

i did a piano cover of hurricane - fell in love with that song when i heard it at world stage .

it's really not PERFECT ; i mean it can be , but im not bothered . 

just a tribute to WORLD STAGE 2011 ! :):)

A , do a vlog about that night , all the stuff we went through so that we can reflect 10 years from now .

the night was AMAZING .

S1 , glad you could come .

C , hahah ! poor youuu , sunburnnnned ! hahahah .

but i had fun with all of ya'll nonetheless ! :)

okay sexayys , imma post the vid now . there are other vids , but i'll post it when i have extra time ! 

love you allll so muchhh ! :)

Just Let It Be

Well Hello there my beautiful beautiful friends :)

A, VLOG? WHAT?! I find VLOGS weird, don't ask me why.

I can never keep a straight face whenever I talk on cameras.

I'm weird like that. :)

So,  how's everyone doing?

I barely hear anything from JL & S1 lately. 

I hope things are okay for you guys :)

Anyway, you guys are really up for World Stage huh?

I feel like such a party pooper man ):

Worst of all having to wait there for so freaking long. ;O

I don't know I guess what I really need is the beach and somewhere relaxing.

I could really use a break now. :/

Since I'm no longer going to Redang with the the C's anymore,

I'm hoping I can go with my uncle next month when he comes down from

Paris with the lovely grandma. 

So people have been walking in and out of my house a lot the past two weeks.

Some were really keen buyers, one person nearly bought ours already

but some stupid fung shoi thing stopped them. -.- Super failed.

I'm kinda excited to moving to Canada.

The only thing that is stopping us is the freaking letter of approval 

that hasn't come yet.

My dad's friend who applied the same time got his like a month ago

and is going to Canada in 2/3 weeks time. :)

So exciting for them!! 

OMG A, you know McFly is in Japan now?

So close yet so far ):

& Dougie Poynter is way way way hotter 

than this guys below here ; 

HAHAHAHA. NO TASTE A,  NO TASTE.

Major2,

-C :)

FUNK SOUL BROTHAAA!!

For those of you who have no idea whattt I am talking about :P

It is just one of those songs. 2 lines, gets stuck in your head all day. 

So HEY!

Greetings. Actually the MOST random songs seem to be popping up in my head since yesterday/ OUT OF NOWHERE! Serioulsy. Hahah.. Here are the other ones. :)

&

Danggg  random. 

Anyway,

Whatchaaaaaall think abt making this "anonymous" blob into a "Vlog"? I like it but how about youss?

Updates?

Woke up, Dad left for Tiwan, chores, dressed, Aunty A's for lunch, Puchong to move stuff, Aunty A's to get our stuff, home, GYM and SWIM with the Ls, Dinner with them, home again, cleaned kitchen, whatched 1/2 an ep of PLL, now. TADA! I had fun with C and I today :) 

S, what is the point in having a phone if you do not pick up? Haha! WE COULDNT COLLECT THE TICKETS TODAY. So how on earth are we gonna get them?!

NIGHT! P/S: I am changing the backgreound justttt in honor of WS! Ill do it back after Sunday! Love yall!! Holla kay?  

Major ;) 

-A

Like totally freak me out; I said alright, okay!

S, So you kept callinggg and callinggg meeee. I assume it was to tell me about the TWISTIES thang? AHHH! You saw? Now I just have to find SOME way to colllect it! I was thinking right, that since we did actually win you could just take the ticket of like sell it to pay back the one you bought. Idk.. And I ammm wayy way phyked..? PUMPED! Hahaha.. So this is really just a response post. We need to figure out what will be goibg down on that day ASAP bc I was telling N the Maybe plan and she said that if I do not confirm then I cannot go. We also neeeeddd to see how we are gonna go home.

C, gymm? :) Thurs. is still possibly on. MAYBE only though bc when I asked N she said this whole week is pretty full.

Kay, responses daone! I promised myself I would go to bed early tonight after staying up late last night with this game. >> http://www.bored.com/game/play/699/This_is_the_only_level.html Try it out. And try to do it by yourself Tell me what yall get the 1st time> I did BADDD. Like 20 min. 196 deaths.

My little sisters:

Lil A "Do you love me?"

I "I love you."

Lil A "Do you reallyyy love me?"

I "All my heart!!"

Hahaha! <3

LOve yall!!! Nightt!

-A

road to World Stage 2011 .

This is gonna be my FIRST EVER CONCERTTTT !!! :D

I'm going with my favorite peeps so its gonna be EXTRAA GREATT !! :)

so , as we all know , No.2 is setting up for world stage in i-city , & no.3's gonna go there tmr to help cause they need extra peeps . 

me and bob followed my dad to pick nick up at about 7 plus and ended up waiting there for him until 10 ! 

but it was alright .

i sat there , trynna get the FEEL of what it's gonna be like ! 

took full advantage of the time i have there - backstage ! 

i sat on the steps backstage for abit , left some of my ass warmness there you know so when those sexaaay celebs go up , they'll be extra pumped cause of my ass's hotness ! ;) *pssssss*

yeah , so i took a few pics !!! 

saw the cabins where the celebs are gonna be in and stuff < no.2's incharge of that .

they had to install 4 airconds and the crane had to put it at the right spot all , pretty cool to watch ! 

i took a vid !! we should totally just take vids now and load em' .

so much better !!

since i dont get to see yall that much ! 

A , we totally have to do the documentary thingyyy kayy ???

it's gonna be awesomeeee !!! :):):)

here are zeee pics ! 

 omg so this is me standin on the " steps of fame " ! so POTONG . ask that bob to take a nice pic of me , he go and take like this , cannot see my face but can see my MAJORRR thunder tighs ! omg . i had to edit it , see got that " im a superstar" feel to it ! ;) heheh .

 backstage .

 annoying B on the "steps of fammeee" . ergh .

thats the roof of the stage sorta . so yeapppp ! :)

so heres the viddd ! i hope you guys are PUMPEDD !! :) 

xoxo , S .

i won't go another day without you .

WOWW ! :) we're alive again ! hahah ! 

so what's cracking like its hot babes ?

yea , i definitely have 0 "luck" ! 

we didn't win the twisties thingy ! :(

but wtv , i'm still going with my bestiessss ! :)

so psyced ( siked ? ) you get the idea .

erm , i'm home today !! :)

just went out wit R and D .

went ate lunch together ! 

will be having bbq with them at the tropicana house this thurs .

all the things that i wanna do with you guys , (the bbq , saree party) i end up doing it with them .

and its not like i gave the idea or anythang , they come up with it ! too conincidental ? or not .

life's pretty boring nowadays , nothang exciting .

so WS is like a majorr event ! like somethang "big" in my calender ! 

ahahahah ! what else ?

i'm trying to think . 

*after 1minute of thinking*

i faillllled , sorray couldn't think of anything else .

life is just so sickening sometimes . 

NS ! ahhaahah ! 

we have to do a farewell for me !!! ( LOA MUCHHH) 

but yah ! im gonna miss ALL OF YOUUU .

not like i see yall at all oso anyways , but im gonna miss talking to yall ! 

time to lose those FATSSSSSS . 

kay , imma sign off now , loveee you alll llongggg timeee ! :)

xoxo , S :)

Dance With Me - Justice Crew ft. Flo Rida & the BeatFreaks

A, I literally just burst out laughing like mad. OMG Lil A, you're too cute man, too cute!! :) That just made my day! <3 Oh you know what? E, Mr Frenchie, added like my whole family in Facebook (except my father) and my mother was like Did E added you?? ;) Then I was like Yeah, but I haven't confirm yet and like she like ; YOU WANNA SEE HIS PROFILE?! Dude, seriously man I think she's trying to set me up with him. Can you say YUCK? On a brighter note, MY WORLDSTAGE ticket arrived!! :)  
Oh and I hope things get better soon babe ): <3 


Hahaha! I miss everyone ): I just came home from school :) Went alone today actually. S and J couldn't make it, to be honest I actually studied better. Not so distracted. ;/ Came home and was crazily hungry since I only had like a bowl of cornflakes and decided to like make Maggi Mee. I think I make the worst tasting ones ever, it was so disgusting. Blehh! 
GYM TOMORROW! I can't wait :) I find it so relaxing to go to the gym nowadays. So, I was talking to S1 yesterday and decided to have like hangout on Sunday instead of tomorrow. L can't come because she got this walk thing going on on Saturday for the whole night. A(s) What about you guys? :)


REPLY REPLY REPLY!






90210, THE BOMB :O

Gotta say, I was shocked.

So it is late right now. I really need to go to sleep. I was actually just shutting down the com and closing all my tabs when I saw this link saved at the top of the page. It's there everyday but I guess I never expect anything. Hugeee difference from a couple of months ago when I would take so much time just to log in on my phone to see new posts. That was a good feeling. Unity. I'm sorry, I am being choppy aren't I? Like I said, it is late. I am very tired and I had a long day. Tomorrow will be another one. Sleep is calling me, and the sound of Lil A's snoring sounds strangely alluring right now. You see this is really quite strange because here I am sitting here talking about how good sleep sounds right now when I could just climb into bed. Good though. Now I will want to come back here tomorrow. And I will . Goodnight!! Miss yall!!

Okay, I just couldn't leave this out: Lil A just had the longest sleeptalking session I have ever herd her utter. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT but it was something like this..
I didnt get it. The pole. You were making a video about it. The Youtube poll. *then she opens her eyes* *hits pillow* It fell right here. Please dont look at me like that.

Not as bad as THIS dude. http://sleeptalkinman.blogspot.com/

And with that I bid you farewell. A. =)

I'll Be There When You're Insecure

I'm so hungry! I wished someone would come follow me out for tea or something. SO HUNGRY :O

S, I have no idea what does TOEFL stands for but that's good!! :D So, you finished your holidays already?
Oh hey, 23rd is like one day before World Stage! So, is MACEE like a college or is it like a program that helps you go to America?

I've been checking out colleges lately in Canada. The colleges there are like huge and so pretty! It's like those old architecture kinda of building. Definitely the kind of places I want to study in. :) And I have like definitely made up my mind on what I'm gonna do, something I'll enjoy studying. I just need to raise my GPA higher to get into the college I want. HAIHH STRESS STRESS STRESS!
Now, it's like the time of our lives where we stress man!

Didn't go to the gym today ): Friday, definitely have to go. Oh speaking of Friday, is dinner on with the SACSAJ? :)

Don't you ever wonder how we survive?

C,
I won't be working. I have an exam on 23rd July- TOEFL.

I have a lot of reading to do. I'm going to pick up reading as a hobby. I mean, I do read, only when I feel like it. I should subconsciously pick up a book and read it. Whatever the book is. I need to expand my knowledge. Reading would also help improve my writing skills.

I'll be continuing college in August. Ah, college, sweet college. My friend, N will be leaving for Iowa in a month and so will D for Ohio. The next chapter of my life begins in January 2012. Thank God for opening doors for me in mysterious ways.

Oh, guess what?! N and I went downtown last Friday to check out something at MACEE. That reminds me, I have to schedule an appointment with MACEE. N and I made friends with two people at MACEE: K from Penang, and N from London. Anyways, N and I bumped into D! In the heart of KL. Of all places. D and his friend, J, N and I took a cab back to Subang. Thank God for bumping into D. That will be my last time seeing him. Omg, I'm so weird.

That night, I attended my friend, J's birthday. As usual, it's only drinks. I traveled all the way to Giza just to find out that the venue had been shifted to USJ. And it was the eve of the Bersih rally. The NKVE stretch from Giza to Subang was like a huge carpark. It was about 8 kilometers that was jammed. When on my way to Giza from Shah Alam, only the first bit on the NKVE was jammed- about 3 to 4 kilometers. Going out of Subang, from SS 19 to KL was jammed. And going back to Shah Alam on the Federal, the opposite lane (in Shah Alam, before the toll plaza) was jammed. It was crazy. The scariest part of the entire journey was that I was running low on petrol- I had less than a quarter tank! Thank God for preserving the remaining petrol.

I Wanted Words But All I'm Hearing Is Nothing

I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT CHOSEN FOR NATIONAL SERVICE. 

Like, this cannot be happening. 

I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO.I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO.I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO.I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. I DO NOT WANT TO GO. 

This like totally makes me want to go to Canada like even more! Oh Canada, please say yes to me! oh please oh please! :O

This is some serious shit man, i totally get what you mean by now S. Totally get what you mean. 

NOT COOL.

Americans, you might not get it so yeah. 

Oh S1, how was the job thing? Did you get it? :)  I'm busy the next two weeks but you guys can go ahead without me :). World Stage in two weeks man! <3 Whoopwhoop!  I can't wait to see Twins & C! :)

Gosh, I sound desperate. I pretty much am.

Heyyy :D
Lets meet up soon please? This weekend? Or is it too soon? Next week? Dinner? Sleepover?

• I need to return LIL A's nail polish.
• I have news.

I'm so sensitive; he's a machine.

Hello everyone! How are all of you? Hope you're all well. Hope your eye gets better, C. The blog doesn't miss you, we do. Gosh, I'm lame. Makes me awesome. I'm so lame, I'm awesome.

I'm bored; I'm always bored. I'm hungry. I've been pretty happy lately. I have been consuming a lot of pineapple; I loathe pineapple.

I got back from KK on Sunday; I was there for the weekend. Our purpose was to visit the old folks. Had two dinners on the first two nights. We've been coming back at three in the morning those two nights and waking up really early in the morning from six to seven the next day. Crazy. My cousin and her boyfriend would take me to clubs while my parents, uncle and my cousin's parents would be karaoke-ing together. This was my first time not spending a single cent in KK, literally.

I went to college today. I miss college. Everyone whom I met were all like, What are you doing here?, Where have you been?, What have you been doing?, I haven't seen you around., Long time no see., etc. A lot of them were surprised to see me in college. They were like, Why didn't you call to tell that you were coming?, Next time you come tell us., etc. When I told my Mom about this, she said I should've replied them this: Why? You want to lay a red carpet for me ah? Apparently, people have been asking about my disappearance in college. I really am flattered to know that people ask about me. I never thought I'd cross peoples' minds. Have you ever wondered if you cross someone's mind; if people think about you, ask about you when you're away? Have you ever wondered how people would remember you? Have you ever wondered what sort of impression you give off to people, regardless of the first one? I always wonder.

My tongue is itching terribly from eating pineapple. Shucks.

I'll Come Running To See You Again.

HELLO DEAD BLOG,

Do you miss me? :D

My left eye is kinda infected now. There's this weird disgusting pimple on my eye lid which makes eye looks swollen and there's a lump at the bottom end of the very same eye which makes it looks double swollen. :O 

Everyone's like so bloody skinny now and I'm like majorly over weight, so I decided to start going to the gym like -- today. I had fun actually, tiring but fun. :) Will be going for like 4 times a week. Whoopwhoop! Let's hope I can lose something soon. 

HOW'S EVERYONE DOING? 

I do miss you guys like terribly much. Oh, and someone's birthday is coming up! :D We should do something, okay?

-xx 

Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Every rose has its thorn, 

Every night has its dawn,

Every cowboy sings a sad , sad song .

Every rose has its thorn.

currently addicted to this song .

Everything is temporary , so they say . The only thing thats eternal is Jesus . Life just throws surprises at you , be it good and/or bad . Unfortunately , the rotten ones are sometimes inevitable . I never thought this day would come . I knew it would come but somehow never believed it will . This is our 14th year here . Its truly by the grace of our living God that we are able to sustain thus far , having a roof to live under . Losing my home feels like i'm losing a part of me , a part of what made us a family . Knowing that we don't really own a permanent place to live in anymore is scary . I'm going to miss this place so badly ; the place i once called home . But then again , it is all temporary . You know , i thought that it wouldn't happen because we've been through the " house for auction " phase one too many times . And now , just as we all thought its going to be okay , it turned out to be ugly . Its shocking . I thank God for all of you . Thanks for hearing me out . I must say that through this , i've learned who my true friends are . With all this pile of mess and added pressure of the SATs , it ain't easy . But i've been through my fair share of life's difficulties to know better than just sitting and feeling sad about whats gone or whats going or not going to happen . Obstacles sort of come in a package with life . Life is filled with fun , laughter and joy but you also have to face the downside of it all . I believe that we have to go through all this turmoil to get to where we're destined to be sooner or later . Actually , i don't really care what we're going or not going to be , because the end times are near . Why waste time on material things when we need to be fighting for something that's eternal ? I hope to be an encouragement and an inspiration to those who suffer with family probs , and all the crisis life has to offer . That would be my mission , to turn my shame into glory for the expansion of God's kingdom . to use my story , my experience to inspire and encourage another . L , i think you're the only one that doesn't know whats happening . I needa meet up with you . Holla at me when you're free ? I could use your time and ears . Thank you for hearing me out peeps . UPDATE THIS DEAD BLOG !! 


love , S .

Tonight, Tonight There's A Party On The Rooftop!

EVERYBODY LET'S GO SWIMMING THIS SATURDAY AT THE AMERICAN'S HOUSE PLEASE? :D THANK YOU! ILOVEYOU.


Shitman, Ineedabreak.

I've learned to live half alive

Thanks S! What's going on this Saturday? :D TELL ME.

look at me now

OMGGGG ! 

double the heat !! 

JB is an all-rounder ! ;)

so hey everyone ! 

i've been the same nothang much .

can't wait for swimming this saturdayy ! :)

omg ! 

KATE AND PRINCE WILLIAM !!! :)

so fairytale , i'm so happy for her .

i watched the movie they made about kate and will & i must say , she's one lucky girl !

so yah , i don't think prince harry's hot . 

i think WILLIAM IS SOOO CHARMING ! *meltssss*

except for the fact that he's happily married now .

hahahah  !

but S1 ! i loveee your posttt ! :)

haahhah ! 

so interesting with all the pics and all .

i hope we all can make it this SAT ! 

EVREYBODYYYY !!! UPDATEEE LAH PLS .

no need for one person to keep on bugging then only you ll update .

some cincai post oso can one lah kay ???? :)

lovee you all ! miss you alll ! 

owhhhh & JB lovess purpleeee !! ;)

talk about great minds think alikee huh !

A , you're the in the "great minds" clan oso since you like purple oso ! 

the resttt , welll yeaaaa .

HAHAHA ! laterrrrr haterrrssss ! ;)

love , S .

❒ Single ❒ Taken ☑ I'm marrying Prince Harry.

Anyone watched the Royal Wedding?

O. M. G. Prince Harry, SO HOT.

I only watched the Royal Wedding just to see Prince Harry.

Sorry, I'm obsessed. He's my current obsession.

And ohmygoodness, I totally loved Kate Middleton's wedding dress. I didn't really like Pippa's though. I mean, it's pretty, I just didn't like the neckline of Pippa's dress.

How is everyone? (:

This blog is dead.

Shine a light on her

OMG, I had so much fun on Saturday night! No regrets going, (: Two people were missing though, ):

Short update from me!

First up-sorry guys haven't been able to join ya'll for futsal =/ been kinda busy with school and stuff these past few weeks and even when I don't have to stay back after school, just so exhausted! But looking forward to meeting up with you guys again(soon, hopefully!) even if its not for futsal.

Anyway, school these days have just been kinda tiring. Classes classes classes, hw hw hw. Oh! But bio has been interesting cause we're doing experiments! hahaha, kinda jakun I know la, but even in grc din't get to really DO anything, and now its like we have lab coats and stuff, and we can actually play with plants and chemicals and all =p

English classes have been okaaay. We're learning this book, and it's literally FILLED with swear words. Sigh, can't do anything lah, but it's just sooo........aiyo.

Other than that, nothing much la. Oh! One more thing, guess what, girls? My classmate really wanted to learn piano so I decided to take on a student! =p Just started teaching piano but I don't really know how so i'm just going with the flow and stuff. So yeah, we'll see how that goes.

Uhm..I can't really think of anymore to say, haha. I guess that's all for now then.

Btw, I'm craving ice-cream! =p

Ask and You Shall Receive.

Heyyyyyyyyyy!!

So I cant really chitter chat now but since you asked for even a short update, S, her it is! (:

I have been waiting till I have time to do a nice post but it seems to keep escaping me. Lil A and I just came back from foos. Do you know what? T (from grc last time) is actually pretty nice sometimes. I told her all the difficulty that I have been having getting work done and how i know i am so behind and she really listened to me and kinda helped. I was on a team with her, B's lil bro N, E, and M's ex D. Kayyyyyy Lil A just got outta the shower and is rushing me to HOP ON IN THERE. We are watching the last 2 episodes of Greek tonight. BYeeeeeeeeeee! 

C, Im <3 in' Just a Family Affair. 

LYLAS!! -A

lesson learned

heyy girlfriendss ! :)

werddup ?

C ! i lovee that vid & songg ! 

S1 showed me that song before but the vid made me like it better .

why isn't anyone updating ?

this isn't cool at all .

my updates : ermm , lemme seeee .

i can't think of any updates rite now .

.................

okayy , seriously , my life's pretty much the same ?

nothang much , just preparing for SAT & it's just too scary .

i'm starting to feel the tension/stress and all that like major ! 

all the prep tests that im doing , O.M.G.

it's crazy difficult .

the answers are all so close & i haven't mastered anything !

thank GOD for back up plans .

how are all of you doing ?

just a tiny update will doo , so please update !

wanna know whats going on in your busyyy lives .

please keep me in prayer , for my SATs .

thank you besties , lovee yall ! :)

S .

Another one!

Stop at 0:08 0:17, 0:18 ♥

I Hate This Love Song

Stuck on repeat. I'm in love obsessed with this song. Taeyang ♡ TOP ♡ Daesung ♡ 

You guys have to listen to it okay? Oh, doesn't TOP look like Chuck Bass from Gossip Girls? He's so sexy with his swagger. Ah love love love! ;)

I had a pretty shitty day today. Dad was being controlling and what nots. Went for Netball practice today also, and the coach didn't put me in this year sports day team. She put this 14 year old awkward girl, N -.- I don't know whether to be annoyed or sad.  I mean, I worked so hard and now nothing. I mean like if you put J instead of me then I totally understand lah because she's an experience player already but N isn't and coach only put her in because she's slightly taller than me! That's all -.- she doesn't show up for practices, she doesn't tie her shoe laces and we have to always stop the game half way so that she doesn't trip , and she gives this weird looks. AND SHE KEEPS KNOCKING INTO ME EVERY FEW SECONDS! 


Okay, I'm starting to feel like KW now. I shall stop. I'm just really rather disappointed I guess and I shall go shower now to cool off. 




-- C 


P/s Life sucks balls.

come together.

well i was just listening to that song.we should all come together soon :)so tomorrow J asked us to do  goodie bags with him,but we can't i wish we could so i would finally have a chance to talk to him,DURN!!!but me and A are ushering on saturday.i just got out of the shower n now i have to fold clothes :(.keep this thing alive!

the last song

hey darlings ! :)

so , yes . im back .

i'm very very very tired now .

my eyes are literally shutting down .

just wanna update a little .

i read the last song , & it was such a great novel .

i cried like mad !

first time reading a novel that made me cry that much ! 

then after finishing the novel , i was dying to watch the movie , but it was a major let down .

the book is so much greater !

i shall just read & read & read instead of watching movies .

since i don't have a tv there , i can just READ and put my own characters into play .

i can be my own director ;)

so yeapp .

im just speechless for now .

nitey nitesss :)

love ya'll !