My heart is pumping like that bass.

OMGOSH, ALL OF YOU GOT TO LISTEN TO THIS. THIS SONG IS AMAZING.

It's extremely difficult to stop liking him, but I know I have to. This hurts. My heart hurts. I got to stop thinking with my heart.
You misled me. But I don't hate you. I've learned.


--S1

I See You Listening To That Music Again

SCREW THIS SHIT.

You hear? 

Good.

Back from dinner with J (: It was good.
I had so much fun having heart to heart talk with her!
Thanks for listening babe :DD
I feel so much better now, kinda more relieved.
Hee? LYMTASW!









I've got like a major headache coming soon.
I can just feel it :( Ughh!

S, how are you? I'm sorry for just now in MickeyD's there.
I'll explain later okay? :D SORRY!

S, I miss you! Hope everything's well with you :)

What do you do when you're stuck?

I have to stop liking D. No, it's not that I found out he has a girlfriend, or that he likes someone else, or whatever that involves him with a girl. I just got to stop liking him. It's taking a toll on me. It's no point liking a person when you don't know if he likes you back. It's pretty tiring, unpredictable and disappointing. It's sad.

That one person is right, I think with my heart. And I really do think with my heart. I let my emotions take over. My actions are based entirely on my feelings. It's so stupid.

Earphones in.

Volume up.

Ignore the world.

--S1

I see you chilling by the bar.

TODAY: D sat beside me in class, waited with me, and we talked. I tried calling him to ask if tomorrow was on. He didn't pick up, ): I'll try again later. Or right after I'm done with this post.

TOMORROW: Halloween night, drinking games, and loads of fun. Can't wait! :D

THE DAY AFTER: I'll be seeing him again, (:

NOW: Assignments, -_____-

I, HAPPY! :D




--S1

You Just Gotta Breath Once In Awhile

"You see that girl staring into space? If you were to ask what’s wrong, she would say nothing, when in reality it’s everything. She’s sitting there wondering what she did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. And if she had the chance to go back and do it over again, would it end with the same result? That’s why she stares."

-C

BUDDIES, I TWEAKED THE BLOG BACKGROUND. I WAS LIKE BORED OF THE OLD ONE ALREADY.

&& SORRY FOR BEING KINDA MIA-ING THIS PAST FEW DAYS OR WEEKS? I DON'T KNOW. It's just a really hard time now. But when is it never? ;) haha! I haven't hang out with J,S & S lately. I missed you guys girls. When can we hang again? Please say soon? Oh please oh please? (8

Piano class is gonna start soon. BYE LOVES. I'll update later, maybe. 

Begging You For Mercy

HI FRIEND(S). 

 You, yes you over there.
Why you reading this?
Don't you like,
 have something else to do? 
No? Okay, I shall entertain you then.


Read this >>


I NEED TO POOP AND DYE MY HAIR.

OKAY BYE. 

-guess who? ♥




;DDDDDDDDD

let go .

heyyyy everyboddyy ! :)

hahah ! 

i misss all of youu .

A & lil'A can't even read this .

haven't heard from C for ages .

but i did talked to L & S1 ! :)

hahah .

so fun talkin to you babes .

anywayss ,

today ,

woke up , 

went to the dentist and got my tooth plucked again .

only the bottom one cause i took out the upper one when i wore braces for the first time .

so yeapp .

the male doc did it .

he talks ALOT .

anddd , 

he's SO ROUGHHH .

omggg ! 

the anesthetic haven't even like spread .

like i dont know why .

thennn he was like trying to pull the teeth ! 

omg ! i was like " IT HURTSSS ! "

and he's like okayokay .

then omgg ! 

i still can feel it you know but i like tahan like mad ! 

and it's so disgusting cause i can see the freaking thingggg .

as in the hole . 

cause the root is very long so its deep .

get it ?? :)

hahaha .

okay . so yah .

4 more daysss to bracess ! :)

so yeapp , hows everyone today ?? 

UPDATEEEEEEEEEE moreeeee honeyyyss ! :)

okay , im out .

lovee you alll ! :)

L , post somethingggg ! :)

hahah .

xoxo ,  S .

Oh shit, I think I'm gone.

I'm afraid to go to college tomorrow.

I'm afraid to see D.

I'm afraid he won't talk to me. Or smile, even!
I'm afraid of rejection.




--S1

So Far Away

You know it hurts when that feeling you've been running away from comes back. When you ran out of things to do to distract you away from the pain. You're just stuck in reality and it keeps hurting so much. All my life, I've never bothered myself with those problems, I always ignore them or pushed them aside and put on a happy smile and act like nothing hurts, nothing's bothering, and everything's just perfect. I kept those tears in, I stayed strong for everyone. I hid the pain away. I kept myself distracted from it so that I don't have to think about it. I keep myself busy so it won't bother me anymore but I can't do anymore, it just hurts so much. I'm not that strong person anymore that I used to be. I've done this faking thing for so long and all it gave me is fake smiles and emptiness. What hurts the most is that, when I finally got closer to that person who I love so much, he went away, it was his time to leave and worst of all, I didn't even get tell him that I love him so much no matter what had happen and he was the best person anyone can ever have.  I lost everyone that was close to me or people that meant something to me, all because I didn't want to see the truth. I never could see the truth, I always hide from it. I don't wanna feel anymore pain. 




I running out of things to distract myself with. So, I pray. I pray to GOD that He'll help me be strong again, to smile with happiness and to never feel the pain every again. And, I'm in a process to be stronger, to start on the road to recovery after so long but it's not always. To face the truth, and be strong. 










I know I'll be fine when I have GOD with me. 

♥

There's something about you.

Last night was awesome, omgoshhhhhhh! :D But too bad, I had to go off at like 2, bummer. Anyway, highlight of the night: D. I was high, I admit. Everyone knew. Even I was like, "S1 is f-ing high, weih!" I screamed back laughing, "I am not!" I had a few shots of vodka, two glasses of vodka & sprite, a glass of beer, a gin & tonic, and a sip of something that starts with the letter K.

Oh, I and I hugged. It was so weird!

So like, D. I told him that I like him. The thing is, I can get away with it because there is a probability he thinks I was high. The conversation:
D: I think J (guy) likes you.
S: What, no, I don't think so!
D: I really think he does! Really.
S: But I like you.
D: What, really?
S: Yes.
D: So why'd you have to go ask for I?
S: I did, really?
D: Yeah, let me show you how you ask for him: Have you seen I? , Where is I? , etc.
S: Okay, I'm sorry! I am!

I've had a few conversations while dancing with him, :D, omgosh! Another conversation:

D: So, you've never kissed a guy before?
S: No, I've never.
D: Really?
S: Yes, really!
D: That's pretty hard to believe.
S: It's not hard to believe!

I like, danced with him, omgosh! We were touchy, haha! Literally. Like, never would I imagine dancing in a club. As a matter of fact, just dancing! So, while dancing with D, this guy, S, asked me if I liked D. And I was like, "Wth, how'd you know?!" He was like, "I just know." And when D and I are not dancing, S would like tell me to go dance with D. He'd be like, "D wants to dance with you, go dance with him." I jumped most of the time though. And like I tripped over either J (guy) or B, and fell down, so embarrassing! But like, wth, who cares, I don't! B was like, "This is going on Facebook!" I screamed back, "I'll kill you!" J (guy) picked me up off the floor.

And like, halfway dancing, my feet started to hurt. So, I stopped. And D was like, "Just take off your shoes, and step on my feet. I'll dance." :D :D :D Plus, I sat on his lap- he pulled me in, double the grins!

So this guy, C, a friend of D's and also in my class, bought me the gin & tonic. I didn't have to pay for anything; D and C did, :D C is sweet, (: He took care of me, like, he got me water when I felt dizzy and accompanied me, and like, he told me that he can send me home. And like, he stroked my hair. He told me about how J (girl) can get really annoying sometimes. Then I told him, trying to defend her, "I can get pretty annoying, too!" He was like, "No, I know."

So like, you know, C bought me gin & tonic, and I offered some to D. And like, D finished my whole glass! Like, wth, -_____-

And like, I've been introduced to this guy whom I've seen around in college but I don't know him. I saw him in college today. Of all places! He has Bieber hair!

When I had to go, D walked me out and watched me till I got into the car. He told me to text him when I reached home. I texted, (:




--S1

P.S. There are some parts I left out. I don't feel like saying it here. A little too personal. So like, I'll only tell you if you want to know about it, (:

He is the light that lits my path .

heyy babeess ! :)

i feel very unstressed now .

i feel great .

so you all know how much i've been stressing bout whether or not to continue homeschooling and all that .

and there were few options besides homeschooling .

and i was very very stressed and like weary .

like i really don't know where to go .

yesterday , Miss Sharon asked me to just pray about it .

she said that God will never forsake me .

so yesterday night , i took out the Bible , and read it .

and i prayed & praised God and just cry out to Him with all of my heart .

it was my break point .

i couldn't decide and time is running out .

so i prayed and prayed .

and i never expected Him to come through this fast ! 

He's an amazing God .

today , we went to check out the O-levels school ,

and somehow something didn't click for me .

like it didn't feel right .

and SPM also doesn't feel right .

i really wanna continue homeschooling , but like theres so many problems and all .

so , came home .

and my mom said like just do O-levels .

then she talked to my dad .

& my dad NEVER EVER listens about our schooling and all .

cause he has other important things to worry abt .

but just now , he took out his phone and called 2 ppl .

a lecturer and a home tutor .

and he was taking the initiative to help me out .

i felt SO HAPPY .

like WOW .

usually my mom does everything and he's like telling her to let him do everything .

& this is my MIRACLE .

so , my mom suggested that i should just do SATs and then A-levels or something .

and i felt a peaceful feeling when she said that .

so my dad asked the tutor if she coaches for SAT .

and she said YES ! 

so i'll be having tutoring classes for SAT .

starting ASAP . and then homeschooling at home still or not Miss Sharon .

or maybe ask T , whom i bought the scorekeys from , whether she wants to homeschool together .

cause it'll save up time and money .

i dont have to go to the centre and  dont have to wait for her to finish .

whatever it is , i know God is my help .

i'm trusting him ALL THE WAY .

and i thought maybe lil' A and A , like we can all homeschool together and help each other out .

and can rotate houses .

i think studying together is good because you have to wake up for your study group and all .

and we can help each other out .

score each other's test .

like it'll be great .

it's what i want .

but it's entirely up to HIM ! :)

so yeapp , i'm glad .

& i know i said like owh im definitely not doing homeschooling .

but i am now . 

i shouldn't be too confident next time .

i should always use the word maybe or probably cause im not the one deciding the future , agree ??

so yeapp . 

played basketball yesterday . and got my teeth plucked tuesday .

and monday another two's coming out . 

and braces on FRI ! :)

realllyyyyy excitedddd !!!!! :)

you guys needa update man ! 

S1 !!!!!!!!!! omgggg babbbeeeeee ! 

telll me everythangggg bout tonighttt !!!! :)

so exciting .

lil A and A ! i miss youuu two so muuuchhhh ! 

C , i haven't talked to you in AGES ! 

where are youu ?

so yahh ,  i love everyoneee ! :)

thank you for being there for me you guys .

it's amazing to have wonderful friends like ya'll .

TRULLYYY A PLEASURE .

i'm gonna go now .

ttyl ? hahahahahah ! :)

mmmmmmuuuuaaakkkss ! 

xoxo , S .

Because Baby You're A Firework

I hate last minute assignments, 
with passion. 

Go away, assholes. 

-You know who. 

He gives me the butterflies!

Omgosh, D is like the sweetest thing! :D His text came in at like, 5.42PM, and I still haven’t replied have already replied. Shy, shy, :D He sat beside me today. Ecstatic! You guys should have seen my face and grin the whole time he was beside me, omgosh!

So anyways, I have like, five assignments and two tests left. And then, finals. I have a presentation and a report due tomorrow. Slides are due tonight, just need a little improvement. I still haven’t found my article for my case study and it’s due this Thursday! Shit, man.

Can’t wait for this Thursday! I’d better be able to go since I’ve already told D and J that I’m going. And please, please, please let me have the car that night when I know I’m not supposed to. Please God, let everything work out.

And the worst thing is, I don't know what to wear this Thursday! D:

Now playing I PARTY by Far East Movement.
I love Far East Movement. I'm still not tired of LIKE A G6.


--S1

I'm Lucky To Be In Love With My Best Friend

Aww S, don't worry! I'll call later and you tell me everything okay? (: I miss and love you tons, weirdo! Anyway yesterday afternoon I went over to A & Lil A's house to finish up some last minute assignments because both A's computer crashed and I can't email them the details. Got there like around 2 and got started on out work straight away, I think. Managed to finish everything by 4 or 5 hours :) felt so extremely relieved after that! I could like feel the stress going away a bit. Hopefully, they won't give me anymore last minute articles. I really hate it when they give me last minute and expect me to finish it by the next day. Can you say retarded? (: Anyway, was suppose to leave their house like around 10ish at night but then N said I could stay over so I ask the parents if I could and like shockingly they allowed. :) I was so freaking happy! I haven't seen the A's for over a month or more! Stayed up till 3 in the morning talking about problems stuff. 

Woke up at 10 this morning and the A's had to do some quick house chores while I took care of baby I for awhile. :) That lil girl seriously loves me man! Not being perasan or what but she keeps asking for me and cried when she couldn't play with me! Ah ha! Can you feel the love?? ;) So freaking adorable man, that lil baby girl. If they was every a baby Harvard she can totally get accepted by them. Like, Seriously.  Anyho's about 1 we went down to the pool side with two boxes of pizza, a box of chicken wings and cheesy garlic bread. (: Ate the minute we sat down  and then tried studying for awhile but failed extremely because I got distracted and decided to go changed into my  swimsuits and go for a swim with lil A while A went upstairs to get change because she didn't bring down her swimsuit. She brought the float and ball down to play too :) which now leads to something freaking embarrassing and hilarious. 

So this is what happen : We decided to play monkey in the middle and lil A was the monkey. So, the first few minutes was fun you know? Then when I had to hit the ball to A, I hit the freaking ball off course and it flew off the freaking apartment! All of us got out the pool and try to look over the edge to see if we can find it, but couldn't so A said let's go down to the lobby to look for it, it could be there because she promise N that they won't throw the ball off the apartment again because they lost the previous one already and this ball was I's one. So, A and I ran off while lil A stayed by the pool to take care of our stuff. When we went to the table where we put all our stuff, A was debating whether to put on our shirts and shorts but I was like no need, just wrap yourself with the tower! So we just grab our towel and ran for the elevator. A didn't bring down her card so we had to ask the security guard to open the door for us, and we both walked really fast to the read there and then I saw the yellow ball near the rubbish bin so I started running to it! While running half way, A was like "OMG, C don't run! Then I stopped, and just walked to where it was and some random guy threw the yellow ball to me. He was nice, :) so then we both started walking back to the lobby and I realized that we were both wrap in towels and EVERYONE, literally EVERYONE WAS STARING AT US. THEY WERE BY THE ROADSIDE THERE LOOKING AT THE BOTH AT US LIKE WE WERE SOME STRIPPERS ONLY. IT WAS SO EMBARRASSINGLY FUNNY! I felt so OMG and the manager was looking at us like we went nuts or something! Then A and I just quickly got into the elevator and went up to the pool again. We were afraid to play with the stupid yellow ball again after that so we just chilled by the pool. After that, we just decided to lay down and work on our tans. I went to the toilet and change to my bra and tank top only and then push down my suit to like a bikini bottom. (: Went back to the pool there and took of my tank top and just wore my bra and the suit then I realized there was a CCTV where we were laying down. I couldn't be much bothered to be embarrassed already after what happen. 

Dad picked me up after work which was around 7 almost 8 and now I'm home from such an eventful day :) definitely a memorable one, I must say! :DD Back to school tomorrow!

-C 

Just open your mind, just open your eyes, just for a short while.

HANG IN THERE, S. WE ARE HERE AND WE LOVE YOU, (:

So like, the D situation had me really confused. I really don't know how to deal with it. First, the signs, those stupid signs, and then, nothing. But I think there was something today, (:

So like, today, I saw him. And he saw me. And we waved and said hi. But we didn't talk. Apparently, a friend whom I was talking to said that he kept on looking over. Plus, just as he was walking into his class with his friends, one of his friend was like, "Coming Thursday?" And D was like, "We're going clubbing." I smiled, cringed and said, "I really don't know."

Wednesday is still on, I mean, it's on practically every Wednesday. But I don't think I'm going. But I really want to. Oh my gosh, I wish my parents were more liberal. Like, I don't see the problem with sleeping over someone's house. I mean, it's not like I'm sleeping around. I know my boundaries. Besides, I'm old enough to take care of myself. Plus, my friends, especially the guys, take care of me when I don't, like really. So, please, loosen up a little. In this case, more.

So, about this Thursday, I mentioned to my Mom about it. I just mentioned, I didn't tell her if I was going or not, or if I wanted to go; I didn't even ask her. So, yeah, I just mentioned. And she didn't say anything. We'll see how things go. I got to finish up all my work first though, and then party, :D




--S1

issues .

hey everybody , how are all my angels doing ?

so , why isn't anyone updatingg ?? 

anyways , i thank god for this blog .

cause i really feel soo angry & frustrated right now .

so , you all know how me & no.3 argued rite ?

i mean seriously , how much more idiotic can he get ?

he's rude , self-centred & he thinks all for his damn self .

i wish someone would slap him back into reality !

he needs it .

he's so freaking RUDE ! 

like omg , the rudest person on earth ! 

& ya'll know how i hateeee RUDE ppl .

i honestly am disgusted to be even related to him .

like it's embarssing . 

he needs a fix in his SHIT attitude .

owh , i have NO problem not talking at all .

i love it this way actually .

why should i speak with rude mean and self absorbed people rite ?

God , intervine pls .

his anger issues needa be dealt with .

shouting at your parents like you own them .

who the hell you think you are ?

you'll PAY FOT IT one day .

i hate ppl shouting at their parents , one thing .

seriously . 

RESPECT your parents .

i'm just so sick of being here .

Bobby & my mom's the only reason i'm still here .

i wanna break free from these assholes . 

these shitfaces can go around and act like their angels infront of girls .

wow , HYPOCRITS .

seriously , if you don't know how to treat your damn sister and mother rite ,

don't even bother going out there trynna prove something .

omg , i'm so annoyed .

seriously babes , living with bros like this ain't easy .

they've all got shitttmoodswings .

goodluck to their wifeys .

so anyways , it's confirmed i'm plucking out my 2 premolars tmr ! 

am really scared . 

but heck lah . 

anyways , UPDATE KAY EVERYONE ?

i'm stressing out bout education oso .

very very stress , i could break in a sec .

don't worry , it'll all be okay .

owh & guess what i read ?

on STARONLINE they said that 7,000 National Service dodgers ,

dodgers are like those who didn't go like they skip and think it'll be okay .

yah 7,000 of those ppl have to go to community service next year like go clean the drain and all .

& no pay given .

so .. haih .

yah .

i need loads and loads of prayers , please .

thank you babes .

i feel relieved letting everything out .

it feels good .

i loveee all of youu babess ! :)

take caree ! 

Love , S .

Tribute

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, T.J.

Much love here from Malaysia. (:

Your daughters are loved very very much over here.

I had always wanted to meet you,

I'm pretty sure you were an amazing

mother to these two wonderful girls,

that I can call my best friends. :)

We'll take good care of them. 

This, I promise you. 

I know you're looking down, 

and so proud of this two angel babies you have.

Who wouldn't be? After what they've been through.

I'm proud of them too, if I must say. :)

You have two amazing angels here (:

Much Love.

i've had just enough time .

if i die young ,

bury me in satin , 

lay me down ,

on a bed or roses .

sink me in the river ,

at dawn ,

send me away ,

with the words ,

of a love song .

   if i die young is an awesome song . 

really awesome lyrics as well .

i'm in love with country music now .

listen to miranda lambert's house that built me .

country music has deep meaning .

 & it's really meaningful .

i just lovee it ! :)

so wassup my BABESS ?

C , can't wait to hear bout the PARTAYY ! :)

S , can't wait to hear bout D !!! :)

A & lil' A , can't wait to hear what'd you'll sew todayyy ! 

L , are you there honeyy ?  :)

hahhahah ! 

so , today is the birthday of my two beautiful besties momma .

just a shout out & tribute in her remembrance .

i lovee you girls to deathh !

what else ?

nothangg much . 

just updating so it doesn't look dead ! 

ttyl babess ! 

muuuaaakkkssss ! :)

whities just made a skirt thingyy ! 

it's sooo awesommee ! :)

future model & designer ?? 

ahahahah ! 

LOVE YOU ALLL !

xoxo , S .

RULES.

HELLO. YOU GUYS. DON'T PUT FULL NAMES OR CODE/NICK NAMES CAN ANOT?

GOODNESS, LIKE TALKING TO A WALL ONLY.

It's suppose to be anonymous lah!

=.= EPIC FAIL MAN, SERIOUSLY.

i;m back!!! muhahaah :P

ok so guess what i'm back odviously :) so today was pretty boring...read eldest,did some math,ate,played with IZ ,and swam.so yea.i really don't have anyhting to blog about.bb boes polar bear have a gf??? just wondering btw.damon salvatore.hahahhah randomness you gatta love it :)i can't wait to watch the new episode of VD me and ash are ganna watch hellcats and do our nails tobight :). my nails look like crap.HEY are any of yawl free on monday? N is saling these super awesome pads and wanted to know if we can do a demo in S house.so can???pls let me, A1, or S know :) we ate a selection of hawker store mee for dinner.i'm listeng to BLG songs now I <3 THEM!!hey S if you read this can you came on skype please?i just realised that since pb's leaving tomorrow that i won't get to see him :( ANYWAY EVERYONE HAS TO COME FOR FUTSAL ON MODAY! LYLAS YAWL <3

Ever Ever Ever After

I'm freaking ass exhausted.

I'll update later if I can actually stay awake. :)

C

I guess I still kinda got enough strength to update you guys on today. (: So, got to class early today and studied but like only for awhile because while I was studying halfway G came to my table and  said that I had to interview  two more teachers. ): So I quickly grab everything that I needed and went. I was so relieved that G helped me with the interview, I was so freaking clue-lose and blur. By the time I finished the interview everyone had to go down for a seminar. The seminar was for like the whole entire day. My butt hurt so badly by the time they finished everything. & my eyes? They're freaking dry. I think it's due to lack of sleep, stress and in the aircond room too long. ): You wanna know what I had for dinner? BARBEQUE! :D But this time, it wasn't really that nice. Don't know why, maybe I was just wasn't that hungry. :) 

I sat with the definition of hot today during the seminar and he brushed his hand on my knee or maybe put his hand on it. I can't really remember. :) I really couldn't stop smiling after that. (; I have like a major crush on him right now. Like, seriously. He's just so cute and hot! 

OMG, I can't believe it's 10:25 now! I still haven't email Big A the interview yet. CRAP. Eh, BIG A if you're reading this, I'll send it to you tomorrow okay? I haven't read it yet, and It's a complete mess. I'm really lazy to do it too. Hee? :) Sorry!  

Skipping class tomorrow since D is in the Adam Lambert's concert right now and he'll only be home around 1 or 2 and I doesn't want to drive to school again. )): I have such lazy brother and friend. :) I have no idea what the heck to wear to S & N's dinner tomorrow. WHAT TO WEAR? WHAT TO WEAR? ): 

Okay, I better go now.

-C 

look for the good in everything .

howdy do ya'll ?? *southern texas tone*

HAHAH !

sorry i just had to do that since i just got off the phone with my lovely babess ! :)

jsyk , i really x1000000 miss you whities .

& i'm really glad someone gets me now . 

life of a homeschooler .

well kinda ?

so yahh , i totallyy get you A .

like i used to find it soo freaking hard to sleep & i always find myself waking up every 15 mins or something .

but nowadays it's like kinda going away cause i sleep at 1.30 am .

like i stay up since i can't sleep .

but i'm gonna try and make myself tired throughout the day then i can go to sleep .

& i think the rules are perfect miss " goodytwoshoess ".

HAHAH .

& lil' A's perfecttooomigoo ! 

i can speak spanishh ya'll ! :)

so updates on today .

i was hugging B , the lil' bro from the back when he pushed me and i crashed rite into my mom's glass cupboard .

not so drama lah . 

but the glass freaking BROKE .

have you guys seen my mom's cupboard , like the centre got glass one .

OMGGG !! 

i got soo freaking mad at him man .

but nothing one lah .

he was laughing like it's so funny .

L , you get how younger siblings can be soo annoying sometimes rite ?

so anyways , i went down to find my slipper being bittem by my beautiful GREAT DANE.

i shouted at her ! 

she went and hide under the chair & started shivering with her ears down .

OMG , i think it's because i never ever raise my voice at her ever before like this .

doggys are angels .

& they never look at you differently or anything . 

they're love's like kinda unconditional which is really sweet .

& i feel bad but in a way not bad oso because she needs to be trained .

i tied the slipper onto her collar .

so she will know her mistake .

so yeapp , i'm gonna go say sorry later i guess . 

i actually planned to ignore her but thats too mean ! 

so yeapp .

OWH YAH ! 

got a call today at 9.30 am . 

from the dentist !

they said that i have to go next week or something because the doc's father passed away .

so PHEWWW . 

at least like i got few more days to prepare .

most probably will be doing it on tues .

so , update moree loverrrss ! 

this is wayy to entertaining .

better than GG ? 

ahahaha ! 

signing off now .

xoxo , S .

It'll Blow You Away

We finally figured out how to post vids! Yay!!
"We did it! We did it! (DoraDoraDora the Explorer)
Swiper no swiping!" A&A

You Drool =0...

You know what? I like view/post things here more than I do my own blog. But I so dont care bc I love you peeps more than I love myself. Deep, yes, I know. Haha.

I thought of a scoopa cool name for my sis. How about Lil A? Lil' A or Little A or whatever, ya know? Do you like it, Sis? Even more GG if you ask me. Like Lil J! :) Speaking of names that reminds me:

OK, so how abt rules? Are there any? Should there be some? Yeah , I know, it's just like me the GoodyGoody to ask abt rules. Lol. But I am justtt asking.
So here were my thoughts:
1)Names- Last night I was talking to C and it went something like this..
C.A.
*reading my previous post* Noo!! You can't put your whole name there!
Why not?
Bc it's all suppose to be like anonymous. That's why everyone just wrote their letter.
Umm.. C, dont you think I can infer that?
So you have to change it.
Why?
Becauseeee its like a rule.
No one told me there were rules. And anyway I wa sjust gonna put it for that one post. Not like Imma do it again.
Can i just like change it for you?
*This is the part where I pretended to be all offended and mad*
No wayy!! That is defiantly against the rules! No changing ppl's posts.
Hey, dont you talk to me abt rules! << Haha.. I like that part.
Jsyk C I so wasnt really mad. Lol.
So this is my Q abt the naming rule. Is it mandatory to only use leters? No names at all, right?
2) Changing Posts- Can you change someone else's post? I say no wayyyy!
3) Labels- So I had this idea. Along with signing off as A, S, C, L, and all should we also tag our letter in the Labels box thing. i thought that this would be a good idea bc then like say one day I wanna see all of  just S1's posts.. I can view all the labels and click only her letter. So, Should we tag our letters in Labels?
That was just the things I was thinking abt when I woke up this morning. Pls reply to me. ok? Maybe I am just making the whole thing unfun by asking all this. If that's the thing then likee just ignore this ok? Hahaha.. Bc seriously it's like no big deal. :)

Lil A and I just tried to add a vid but we so couldnt get it. I found the Code thing on Youtub that you were talking abt S1. Now how do I post it in the post?

Lil A and I might go swimming today. :D Fun, Fun! Idk abt S house tmr. Dad will be go go going the whole day. All the best with your wisdom teeth S my SS gal. Hahaha!! I hope you had a blastttttttttt at your party last night S1! :) but just be careful with ppl you dont know ok? Oh and I love how you post up lists of all the nicenice songs. And C.. Get some rest shawtyy! Rest it up, dont stress so much bc no matter what everything will work out in the end. And have fun at the S&N party tmr. L.. MIA!!

I keep like waking up 5 times every night while I should be sleeping. And it is taking me so long just to fall asleep. Even during the day I cannon sleep. A n n o y i n g.

Peace Out, A.