In The Crowd We Say Hello.

S, you're good for everything (: Your creativity, your kindness, your sweetness, your funniness (: 
And for always being there for whenever anyone's down. You're good for everything! You're amazing just the way you are (: BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. You're so smart, you know? You're an amazing sister to your brothers, that's what you're good at. (: You're amazing to us best friends (: You're amazing at cheering us up! & If anything ever happen, you'll always be able to handle it because you're so strong! Best of all, GOD'S HERE WITH YOU! You have no idea how talented you are! 


Parents are always like this, (: COMPLICATING in their own ways and LOVING in their own funny ways. Your mother loves you (: I know you won't believe it right now but she really do. She's probably just stressed out right now and as usual just let it out on you for everything. But without you? She would be so lost. She wouldn't have that special person to talk to, to hang out with, and to share her happiness with! You're her baby girl, (: SHE LOVES YOU JUST LIKE HOW GOD LOVES YOU. & THE REST OF US 5 BEST FRIENDS. 




I love you tons, SRN.  Forever and ever (: ♥


--C (:


P/s Truly God's Angel (:



PP/s GET INTO THE DAMN SHOWER NOW! STINKYBEE! SHAVE THOSE PITS WHILE YOU'RE IN THERE (:

story of my life .

before i start , wanna know somethang disgustinggg ???

I 

HAVEN'T 

SHOWERR 

SINCE 

THE 

DAY

WE 

WENT 

TO 

1U !!!!!!!!!!

i know rite ? 

ubbbbberrrr Disgustingggg ! ;)

so , yeah .

i've been VERY frustrated since i got back from S1's yesterday .

after you guys left ,

i called my mom & she went like this .

" you just stay there lah , no need to come back . "

i mean seriously . 

& she's like ,

" we're all rushing getting stuff done while you're enjoying yourself . "

i was like WTHHH ?!

omg , do you guys feel me ?

like i'm the only freaking girl , 

NO ONE EVER GETS ME .

& it's like i have to be doing EVERYTHING ,

and i can't have some fun ?

it's soo annoyingg .

& now , she's officially ignoring me .

i seriously cannot wait to go for NS ! 

i'm so done with all of these man .

thank God i don't have to see her face all day next year .

i'm gonna study and just get away and break free .

i could understand if i were some wild child who doesn't know her boundaries .

then my mom can go crazzy and say stupid stuff abt me , i don't care .

but you guys know , i'm not .

i asked her whether i could go and she said YES .

omg , how annoying can she gett ??

ERGHHHHH .

so menyampah muka mannn .

what a NEW YEARS .

L , i can't go tmr lah .

my mother is pmsing like MAD .

& what's new man abt all this ?

NOTHANNGGG .

i always get all the "anger release"

just try walking in my shoes lah .

if there wasn't God in my life ,

i would have commited suicide .

& i thought of it since i was 9 !

imaginee , i was a 9 year old kid who thought of suicidee .

and my parents know it .

this is so just dang irritatingg .

& no , i'm not gonna cuss or anything .

i'm gonna wait for God to do something for me .

justice has to be taken rite ?

i'm done with the year .

i've accomplish NOTHING .

i'm so sick of all these .

i could just break down and cry .

can you guys just please tell me something .

WHAT AM I GOOD FOR ?

S .

 

i'm back besties!!

so finally YONESS!!i'm back for the first time in like evaaa.i know that i just saw all of ya'll but i'm at C's house so i should seize the oppertunity to write here.so yea. i had an awesome yime with all of ya'll last night!!i missed everybody so extremely much,until it hurt sometimes. esp. when i get pissed or upset with milo.so i'm listening to "coffee shop" music now.DIDO.i just painted my nails with S1's sparkally  purple nail polish that i like.tehee!!i'm luck i'm in love with my best my best friend.hahahaha.i really want to go play football and baseball tomorrow.but there's like no way.bec we might stay with C.i really hope we do :)i wanna read harry potter.but i think will when i'm when i'm 18.so i really need to change my profile pic.i'm so relived that  N isn't panas.i miss camp.and i'm very confused on who should get my affection.anyways I LOVE YA'LL FOREVER!! bye :) <3


                                                            love LIL A

theres nothing i can't try .

hahahahahaha ! S1 ! 

i reallyyy liked that ! :)

so entertaining ! 

L , OMGG ! 

that little girll is sooo dang cuteee ! 

& yes , i agree with you with all that but it's kinda hard to just accept being FAT .

hahahah , i mean i have to accept it lah i guess .

but thanks for that post honaayyy ! :)

makes me realise that i do needa just accept myself and not worry too much .

i think it irritates people when i like always discriminate myself ?

i dont know .

so yah . S1 ! i totallyyy agree with you on the stressing partt ! 

i loveeeee stressing tooo ! :)

haihhh . cant waitttt ! 

i love you all very berry muchhh ! :)

omg L , seriously , how random wei .

but it's like God sending an angel on Christmas day :)

howw sweet of Him . 

kay then , imma go now .

ttys ! gonna talk with lil' A nowwww ! :)

owh & S1 again , 

hahah , that's so true i dont use ya'll when im mad . 

hahah . FAILUREEEE . nvm , next time i try again .

kk , byeeeeeeeee for nowwww ! 

loveeeeeetillltheendoftime , S .

All-time Harry Potter fan.

"If you don't like me, remember that it's mind over matter. I don't mind and you don't matter."
-Dr. Seuss

Hello everyone, Happy Boxing Day! How were your Christmases? (: Mine was fine, just fine. I laughed a lot last night though. And I don't think my cousins understand my sense of humor. The entire family watched Harry Potter during dinner. After the movie, we talked about it. We talked mainly about the spells. I downloaded an HP app. I like!

Check this out:

Wake up and realize it’s Christmas morning,


walk down stairs,


make my way over to my stocking,


see santa ate the mince pies and rudolf ate the carrot,


sit in front of the Christmas tree and stare at all the presents,


run around the house and realize no one else is awake,


realize its actually 5 in the morning and I have to wait 2 more hours before I can open some presents,


walk back to my room,

EVERY year.

S1: Funny, no? :D But it gets old.

I like A's sarcasm in her Wow! Greattt Job! (Thursday, December 23, 2010) post, :D

S, I didn't fall for that at all, hahaha! I know you wouldn't say things like that. You'd normally bottle it up, no? And I don't think you'd use the word ya'll when you're mad! :D

JL's second post. Ever! Right? :D I like your post!

C, Chemistry, ;) I like.

I can't wait for our outing! :D I can't wait to stress on what to wear to our outing! I kind of like stressing on what to wear whenever I go out- I'm weird like that.

I have nothing else to say. Even if I do, I can't remember. Nothing's popping. So, goodnight.

You Belong With Me

I MET A CUTE BOY YESTERDAY;

 A CUTE SMILE, THE SWEETEST PERSONALITY,  AND ONE HECK OF A BODY 

 (; HIS NAME IS, A. 

We looked at each other like a lot. Chemistry? 

But, he's gotta a girl. :( I think. 

HAPPY BOXING DAY! 

LOVE YOU ALL!

OMG, L, THAT GIRL IS SO CUTE! 

What Totally Made My Day

Last night, a 5-year-old came up to me. She leaned at the side of the sofa with her chin on both her hands and said to me with a really sad face.

"Why are you prettier than me?"

I was so shocked! Haha.. 

Anyway, my point here is that we are all beautiful okay? No argues about that! Stop thinking you're fat, or ugly, or whatever. Don't have to dress to please other people. Be yourself, dress up for yourself, and just be beautiful in your own eyes! Doesn't matter what other people think. At least you know that no matter what, God will still think you are beautiful, because he only cares what's in the inside. 

And really, looks isn't EVERYTHING. Sometimes, I meet new people and I may not think they are attractive at first, but after knowing them better, they become more pretty&handsome! I'm sure you've experienced it too! It's a person's personality that will always outshine everything else.

So yeah, just some rambles from me =)

p/s. me and that little girl got into a sorta argument after that, because I think she's prettier. She is. =)

RAAAAARRRRR !

first up , HAHAHAHAHAH ! 

i just thought of this and it cracked me up ELEPHANT ! :)

i really miss you .

i don't know whats going on but i hope you're alright .

NEXTT , 

MERYYY BLESSEDD CHRISTMASS EVERYBODYY !! :)

hahah .

i love you all very berry much ! 

& jsyk , SAREEE PARTYYY IN 2 DAYSSS ! 

we have to start stressing ! 

ask your parentsss kay ?

so what else , 

omg ! 

my mortal , the camp chairman ,

gave me a RUBBER DUCKY TOWEL HANGER & 2 CANDY CANES FROM U.S. !

how cooool is that ?

dang i feel bad for not giving him anything as an angel .

but oh wellss .

hahah ! 

at first i was like WHAAA ????

why would he give me a duck ??

like okayyy ritesss .

but yah maybe it was because i was a "GREAT" GA :)

hahah ! 

so yah .

i had TURKEY , GARLIC BREAD & MUSH SOUP yesterday ! 

CHRISTMAS DINNER ! :)

didn't get much prezzies but i'm so happy with what i did get .

we have to talk soon .

i needa hear your voices < sounds so despo but yahhh .

so imma go now .

superr dang tireddd .

and yah .

okaayyyss , im going .

byeeee ! :)

IM SOOO DANGGGGG ANNOYED WITH ALLL OF YOU !!!

SERIOUSLYYY ,

ALL OF YOU CAN JUST SUCK ITTTTT ! 

I HATE YA'LL TO BITSSSS ! 

ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! 

YOU GUYS JUST DRIVE ME CRAZYYYYY !!!!!

haahahahahhahahahahahha ! bet yall fell for that riteee ??

i know , im gooddd .

laterrrr haterrrsss !!! 

muakkksss ! :)

S .

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

Hello Friends! :D I had an awesome possum time yesterday with the schoolie friends in A's musical (: OHMYGOSH, He's so cute when he's acting! All of us were like laughing like mad, he looked like a happy small boy only. After Musical, S, A.C, E, D, I and I went to Asia Cafe for some food (: A met us there after he was done  with his church things. They all ate except for me, I was really very hungry. Talk and talk till 1 in the morning (: Left around there and got home around 2 in the morning. It was truck loads of fun (: Next outing; PAINTBALL & ROLLER SKATING/BLADING! :D Can't wait for it, yo (: Sare Party? We need to talk. I wanna see all of you soon (: We must celebrate lil A's birthday with style! 

Now, a shout out to my one and only lil A! :D

Happy Birthday Dearest A.K.W (: You're the bestest best friend anyone could ever have with those silly lame jokes, and random laughs and dumb blonde moments! I love you so much more than a sister would :D No one can ever replace or be you, because you're just you! The one and only unique, Buddha, who punches me a lot. I miss you so much! We're gonna be the best friend in the nursery room with the others causing the most trouble and making the most noise! 

ILY,

Suzy The Shrimp!

No one knows my nickname (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! 

Well I'm taking my time, I'm just moving along.

Barbara Streisand by Duck Sauce is stuck in my head and on repeat. I like.

This song reminds me of when I was in Malacca. Double like.

I've Got Nothing To Lose Mix by victortrixter

Just so you guys know, I do not like L anymore. And D has always been at the top of the list.

Today, I bumped into JL & S in Elianto in Subang Parade. And they bumped into M, a friend from my cell group and church. Great minds think alike. We have great minds and we think alike, hahaha! I don't know if I should joke about it. JL, S, my Mom and I had dinner together in Empire. Someone, punch me in the gut and my dinner might come out.

Last night, C and I went to S's house to see the carolers sing. They were extremely good. To me, at least. S, who was barefooted, and her Dad followed me all the way home, so sweet of them! Thank you S and uncle, <3

I watched All I want for Christmas this morning. I loved it; and Four Christmases this afternoon, hated it.

I have two things to look forward to- before and after Christmas. Before Christmas, I'm looking forward to Christmas. And after, I'm looking forward to college.

Merry Christmas!

Wow! Greattt Job!

*Not* HAHAHA! I MUST SAY, YALL HAVE DONE A GREATT JOB OF UPDATING WHILE I WAS AT CAMP. HAHAA... I JUST HOPE YOU CAN SENSE THE SARCASM.  IM JUST GONNA SAY THAT CAMP WAS ABSOLUTLYYYYY AMAZING! I LOVED IT SO SO MUCH. ILL HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABOUT IT. I WISH I HAD MORE TIME NOW BUT I AM GONNA BE UBER BUSY. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH. LIKE REALLY A LOT. LYLAS, A. PS.. CHRISTMASSSSSS! :)

Jesus Christ Is Coming Soon (:

Christmas is almost here! Ohmygoshhh (: It's amazing how fast it's december already. So many things happen this year, it's like WOAH. My house right now feels as though as if like I'm moving to Canada already. Everything is like pushed to one side and stacked on top of one another. I'm actually kinda excited to move there (: The place is freaking gorgeous! I can totally see myself there with my family having a White Christmas. (: 


So S1, if you're reading this, I can't make it to your Christmas Party because I already got another dinner on that night. Sorry (: Have fun though! 


S, we can't go foos tonight ): Next year probably? :D  Marshmallows, yo! He the booooooooomb (: &btw, I'm still craving for my curly fries that we didn't get to eat ): I WAS SO HAPPY! I THOUGHT WE COULD GET IT TODAY B/A foos (: Oh well, DREAM SMASHED. IMY.


A/Lil A, I miss you guys so much ): I haven't seen you guys in ages and Christmas is approaching and we won't even get to see each other more! Other than Sare party? *yuck* I look horrible in it. 


L, Hello Stranger (:






I definitely build up my Christmas Spirit already (: & I stink. Ok, bye! 




xx C? (: 




l

to give & love .

Christmas :)

season of giving and a season of love .

well , the supposed purpose for celebration is Christ' birth .

but , no where is it stated in the Bible that it was his birthday .

so , basically , the reason for the season now is to celebrate love and to give :)

to thank Jesus for dying on the cross for us .

i love christmas ! 

haven't really experience an awesome christmas but hopefully this year would be GREAT .

so listen up EVERYBODY .

this is important .

on the 22nd , which is this WED , carollers will be coming to my hse .

and there'll be food and all < L .

hahahah ! kidding lah L . but seriously .

ALL OF YOU HAVE TO COME .

i know americans can't but the rest of youuuu , no exception ! 

hahah . it'll be great i'm telling you'll.

this carollers are very semangat one . 

so come kay ?? :)

what else ?

i'm in the mood for dressing up during Christmas .

the King & I play , we shall dress up S1 ! :)

are you goinggg ???

lets sit togetherrrr ! 

& take lots of piccsss  ! 

so anyways , yahhh .

imma go now lah kay ???

love you babes to deattthhhhh ! :)

J smsed me , but i replied him late and omgg , he didnt reply .

shouldnt have replied him in the first place .

anywayyysss , kay byeeeeee ! :)

xoxo , S .

pray .

*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmsssssssssssssssssssss*

*catches breath*

EHERRRMM , heyyyy girlllfrienndssssss ! :)

omggg can you guys feel the hotnesss anot ?

it's like oozing out of my computer screeen ! 

BB , i knowwww , you gettt mee .

you're the ONLY one that gets me , oh how thankful i am ! :)

so anywayyyyssssss , JUSTTTIIINN BIEEBERRRR ! 

i know rite . 

kay , seriously .

we needa plan for the sareee partayy and lil A's bday fastt ! 

everybodyy , CHEER UP kayyy ??

always know that S < my full name is ALWAAAAYYYSSS here thinking of ya'll .

i mean besides thinking of bieber , i am thinking of ya'll most of the timee .

and if theres anything i could do for ya'll , like seriously , lemme know .

don't ask me to give up bieber tho .

so anywaysssss , i'm just reminding ya'll of my lovee for ya'll .

that i will always love ya'll till DEATH do us part .

and yes , i do love ya'll more than i love bieber !!!

or maybe not ? hahaah . kidding kidding .

kay , imma do another post laterrrrr haterssss ! 

i kinda am loving blogging now . 

S1 . TO DOOOOO ! :)

and A & C , goshhh , i can't even express how much i love you both and would love to be with ya'll this second .

take careee okay ? 

you are all LOVED very much by this lifeless homeschooler & our PAPA above ! :)

muaks muakssssss ! 

owh btw , BIEBER LOVES PURPLEEEE TOOO !!! :)

A aren't you gladdd ???

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! 

kk imma go now .

xoxo , S .

He is my Light, my Strength, my Song

Here In The Love Of Christ, I Stand.

I wish everyday was Christmas.

To make or not to make?

To make!

Tomorrow.

Hello everyone!

Received my invitation via SMS?

Please RSVP by Wednesday!

:D

I bought my Christmas dress and it's red.

It's pretty tacky- I look like a candy cane in it.

But it's super cute!

My current favorite quote:
Carry yourself like a queen and you’ll attract a king.
Carry yourself like a hoe and see how far you'll go.


-S1

Get Me Out Of Here Now!

You know what A? 

I think you and I are going through some shit stuff man,

because I don't feel the Christmas mood at all.

It feels like one of those normal days.

Every damn day, it's like fighting fighting fighting.

I'm so sick of it already.

I didn't eat anything today because mother here was being a total

pms bitch the whole day because I and her quarrel

early in the damn morning.

She asked me to go look in the damn fridge to see

what ever to eat.

What's inside? NOTHING!

Ugh. 

I'm starving. 

I have no mood to go tonight for

Whathisface P's party and see his stupid bitchy

what'sherface gf. 

YUCK. 

Sweet Pork. :P

HEYHEYHEY! OH GREAT, MY PHONE IS BACK TO THAT WHOLE CAPS LOCK THING AGAIN. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER. SO RIGHT NOW I AM AT HOME WITH I-BOY AND MY GRANDMA, ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT NOW. I-GIRL, LIL A, AND N ALWAYS GO AND DO ARRANDS AND I BABYSIT. THERE WAS SOME KINDA MISUNDERSTANDING JUST NOW AND I GOT PRETTY UOSET BUT I DIDNT LET ANYONE KNOW. THEN LATER WHEN THEY ALL LEFT MY GRANDMA WAS ADVISING MEE ON ALL KINDA STUFF. SINCE THEN I HAVE BEEN PUTTING RIBBONS ON PRESSIES AND SHE HAS BEEN TELLING ME SOME OLD STORIES. I FEEL BETTER NOW. SO... CAMPP! TMRRR! CAN YOU SAY ANXIOUS? AND C, HOW ON EARTH AM I GONNA GET MY STUFF? I REALLYYY WANTED MY CANADA SHIRT. MAN :( . OH, BTW, IM SORRY I HAVENT SMSED BACK/ SMSED/ CALLED ANY OF YALL. MY PHONE CANT CALL OUT AND ALL THAT STUFF RIGHT NOW. EVERYONE IS ALL CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS NOW. AND USUALLY I WILL BE LIKE THE VERY FIRST ONE BUT RIGHT NOW I CANT REALLY FEEL IT. I PIT MY CHRISTMAS STUFF ALL UP STARTING IN LIKE LATE OCTOBER. YEP, 2 MONTHS BACK. UP TILL ABT A WEEK AGO I WAS ALL EXCITED BUT NOW I REALLY FEEL NOTHING. I THINK IVE BEEN TOO BUSY WITH EVERYTHING ELSE TO EVEN STOP LONG ENOUGH TO FEEL IT. I EVEN DID MY CHRISTMAS TREE TWICE YOU KNOW. WE MOVED IT TO ANOTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM A COUPLE OF WEEKS BACK. ANYWAYY, I AM EXCITED. REALLY.. VERY. PLEASE, I LOVEEEE CHRISTMAS MORE THAN I LOVE CURRY MEE... AND THATS SAYIN SOMETHING. HAHAHA. IT JUST DOESNT FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS NOW, THATS ALL. I SEE ALL THE CHRISTMAS POST AND ILL BE LIKE OH YEAH ITS CHRISTMAS. ACTUALLY, YOU KNOW WHAT? NOW AFTER TALKING ABT CHRISTMAS I AM VERY EXCITED AGAIN. HAHAHA.. LOOKS LIKE AKLL THAT WRITING WAS FOR NOTHING HUH? WELL I BETTER GO. THIS HAS BEEN A VERY RANDOM POST. BYEEEE! LYLAS, A.

Christmas Time!

I shall stop on the angry post now. :)

I went out for lunch today with D.N,S.K and I (:

It's like always us going out for lunches now.

Funn (:

Did you know? 

I woke up this morning to find my left side of my lips

to be crazily swollen and thick?

I have no idea what the heck happen you know?

Right before math classes start, I saw it.

I nearly screamed. Mother went; WOAH!  

It was epic. I talked funny. I mumbled a lot.

:D 

I miss you guys (: 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY D.L.C.L (:

<3

xxx

Marshmallows. ♥

It's hard to be humble.

Guess what?

I went to college today.

And,

I saw D.

I didn't say anything to him, not even a hello. I'd bet he didn't even see me.

I knew it was him the second I saw his shorts and the color of his t-shirt.

I still like him.

This sucks.

My Mom said that I'm a very arrogant person.

I really should learn the art of humility.

-S1

When Is Everyone Going To Be Normal Again?

I really wonder when are times going to get better?

Seriously?

So the silent period has started.

I'm no longer talking to that freak anymore.

& to tell you the truth, I find myself talking less and less each day

at home with the parents. 

Because every time I say something, I get screwed.

I just get so damn fed up and just shut up.

It's like a waste of time you know?

They ask me what I want to eat, then I say it and they be like no! 

and then they give me one heck of a long lecture.

Like, if like that right? Might as well just don't ask me

anything anymore right? Like, what the heckk do I look to you?

Ugh! So annoying! & TODAY; I was suppose to go out with

K, J, S, and M for some Christmas musical play thing

but my so sweet mother said no, because I'm going out so much.

NDJDBWDNFJAHCIHFWEDwoidjwdofijweIOD!!!!!!!!

WHATTHEHECKKK MAN! 

It's the freaking holidays and it's at night!!!!

LIKE WTFF?!?!?!?

Every damn time I wanna go out, I have to deal with

the same exact same thing! 

Jeeeeez! I don't go out for 4 months and she says I go out everyday!

WTFFFF! Like that  I just might as well just don't go out

and don't make friends right?? 

SHE can go out everyday when she was younger.

and then she says I'm so anti-social! 

BECAUSE OF YOU LAH! 

How the heck you expect me to make friends

if you don't let me go out??

OMG SO MAJORLYY ANNOYED!