raging pain .

BEFORE I START , S1 , YOU'RE NOT SPOSE TO POST NAMES RMBR ? HAHAH . KAY IMMA START MY EMO BLOGGING SESSIN NOW .                                                   so here i am , in the living room , enjoying the sound of crystal tickling one another . i have been really angry lately , like reallly angry . i wanna let go but it's too painful . it's like a stab . a WOUND . CAN'T BELIEVE HOW ANGRY I AM AT MY MOTHER . THE ANGER HAS MAJORR BITTERNESS AND HATRED . SHE NEEDS TO CHANGE , GOD NEEDS TO REVEAL TO HER WHAT SHE HAS DONE WRONG . ERGH . I FEEL SO DANG ANNOYED I COULD CRYYY . SO HELPLESS . IM GLAD IM GOING OFF TO CAMP , A GREATT RELIEVE . A BIG SIGH OF RELIEVE . SO , YAH . HAVEN'T PACKED YET . HAVE TO GET TO IT ASAP . KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS PLEASE . FOR MY FAMILY AND I . AND OUR HOUSE . DONT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT BUT I'LL GO FOR THE BEST . HOPE YOU GIRLIES HAVE FUN , C , A AND LIL A . I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH . OMGGG , MY MOM IS SO TOTAALLLY GETTING ON MY NERVES .