So much were left unsaid.

Rest in peace, J. Louis. You will be extremely missed. 

When our mutual friend told me J passed away, I wasn't convinced. The minute I got home, I checked J's FB page to see if he really did go. He really did. I just can't accept that he's gone. My brain is still processing his departure from this world.

He was a good friend despite our short-term friendship. He was encouraging, honest, considerate and real. I miss talking to him. I looked forward to his message(s) everyday. I should have replied him straight after I read his message. I should have continued our conversation instead of procrastinating my reply. I shouldn't have neglected him.

Ugh, I hate myself.

You Need To Have A Sit With Your Ego

I AAAAMMMMMMM FREEEEEEEE BITCHES! :D

; Officially done with SAT.  #ohyeaahh ;) hahaha! But I have this annoying after effect on SAT man. I keep thinking I have to study for it, like every few minutes. They should like seriously put this behind their books or something. *CAUTION; After effect of wanting to study will happen.

So anyway, did blogger like change their layouts? Because everything looks crazily different. On a whole different note, I'm currently very very free and bored. I don't know what to do now! ;O Other than finish my 5 books of Science. But I'm like so not gonna do that now :D I feel like going on a road trip or something. I NEEEED THE BEACH, before going to a bloody freezing cold country.  Aahhhh! Time needs to like slow down. I can't believe I'm leaving next month. Farewell dinners/lunches is like on every weekend. I think I gain like 5 kgs or something. Super annoying >;( I need to go on a super diet now! Speaking of dinners, I have one tonight I think. :/

I went shopping yesterday like again, oh and today too! :D I actually just came back from OU. Bought a few winter cloths like this :

Just one of the few items I bought. I'm thinking of getting this bag from Zara ;

what do you think? It's something like this. This is not the exact one. The one I want is slightly bigger and the bottom is like rounder. It's pretty cheap too. I think I'll go back and get it soon! :D Oh and I went to diva and wanted to get a few hair ties and rings but I didn't. Was crazily tired by the end of the day. I'm in like a crazy shopping mood this past few days. I think dad is starting to get a bit annoyed with the amount of stuff we actually bought. I just need to get a pair of shoes and I'm done! :D

Loves xx

November,

Please go easy on me.