Drink the night away,

get you outta my head.

hello sweethearts :)

so i'm listening to the weepies now,one of E's favorite bands.and i was listening to the laegend of chin album by switchfoot.it is my new favorite album :).so what have ya'll been up to? i miss all of you guys so much...what should we do for l's b-day?wanna have a skype conference call at 10:30 tonight?we are with c anyway.i can't believe she got her braces already!today was knda boring..as are all of my days...so i'll talk to you guys later?XD hahahaha LYLAS!


                                                      love lil a

Light The Candles Now

I'm so hungry I can punch someone in the face right now. 

Darn this braces.

Nothing excites me anymore.

Hello everyone! Short update.

First off, the ball was boring. Went to the after-party in MOS, boring-er. Didn't go for the after after-party. Couldn't be bothered to stay on. Seriously. I stoned most of the time.

Stressing over my assignments and mid-term results and upcoming tests. I hate this. I thank God for my assignment due date being postponed a week later.

I live a very sad life. Boring and predictable. Go figure.

I'm damn hungry.

Sleeping soon, goodnight.

I Don't Really Want To Be Forever Young

My leg is feeling extremely numb now, it get's worst whenever I get up but it's way better that the first few days :) 

So how are you guys? (: I went to school today, nothing much happened. A lot of people were having the morning blues today. One of them was D, like everytime I pass by his table he would be sleeping. (: And the time is passing by so damn slowly, it's only 7! :O What the heck man? SO SLOOOOOOOOOOW. Because of that, I'm feeling grumpy.

Oh yeah, so what's going on this weekend? Are we doing it on saturday or friday for L's bd? What shall we do? Where shall we go? :D I wanna see you guys! Can't wait :D Faster update okk??

xx C

treasure the moments

OMG ! hey everyybody !!! :)

so , first up , i am so excited to be back .

feels like i've been gone for so long .

but anyways , i am so happy that YOU ALL updated !!

omg , rockin cool < *nerdish tone*

A , i see you have learned from the reuel ng's ? 

HAHAH ! 

not cool at all .

S1 , i like the second dress better !! 

can't wait to see you in it !

J !! OMG , finally a word from you here , HALLELUJAHH ! 

ahahha ! 

C , babee , you really miss us all huh ?

i feel the lovee , totally .

i miss you guys too man , majorrr ! 

& OMG , i love that justin bieber vid honayyy !!!!! 

seriously , my obsession was like going away , thennnnnn suddenlyy , GONE .

haih . but it's okay , i still love ya ;)

who else am i missing out on ?

LIL'A !!!

owh gosh , you needa update moree , i never ever hear from you now .

& even if we do talk on the phone ( not like we ever do now ) , you will give me the whole 20 min limit .

i miss you !! i misss my budddha !!! :(

okays , so yes .

i'm leaving my dates free for ya'll .

not like i ever have anything to do oso .

OMGGG !!!

so you know how my mother's new worker ran away on tuesday ?

okay it's like this whole long story lah , tell ya'll when we meet up .

so yah she ran away on tues night .

so on wed onwards , i had to help my momma .

& so these past 3 days i have been showering the babies , cleaning poopoo , showering them all ! OMG TOO CUTEE but TOO TIRING .

okay anyways , today .

i showered daniel and everythang , let him play with the water all .

then you know how before that i was showering the kids all , then my hair was like major all over my face lah . but its tied up , just that my fringe is on my face .

& littleeee babyy daniell , as i was wearing his pants for him , he was like taking the hair away from my face !!

OMGGGGGGGGGG !! 

he's just soo dang cute , it's just TMTH .

he's the smartest baby you've ever met , hands down . 

they are all angels lah .

i'm actually very tired now , my throat is killing me .

& B < my lil bro .

OMG thats another story !

HE HAS A GF .

a new one .

his old one is with another guy from the park ( B's friend )

B told me the whole story on the way home & BOYYYYYY it gave me shivers that 11 year olds actually can  act as if they were 20 or something . 

it's like B can be my older bro with all these experiences .

& he had a fist fight in school < he said its his first time actually getting angry and fighting like for real fighting .

my baby bro is growing up faster than me ! somebody ! HELP ! 

owh , never mind me , i'm just being an over-exaggerative big sis you know .

just few years ago , i was washing his bumbum and making milk for him and carrying him & constantly imagining what it would be like if B were older and what would he say if he could talk and all that & NOW .

just look for yourselves .

No.1's friends are witnesses of what kind of a big sis i was ! 

cause at that time my mom and dad had to work and all . 

so i would usually take care of B for abit .

& i rmbr getting scoldings from my mom cause i didn't feed B ! 

but i did however wash his poopoo and all .

okay enough of that .

i love you all very much .

from the bottom of my heart :)

can't wait to see you guys soon !! :)

muakssss ! 

S .

Baby steps aren't enough for me.

OH. EM. GEE. GEE. GEE. GEE. GEE! I bumped into D three times today! And there was progress: we talked! Only a little though. But still, progress! First bump, I saw him but didn't say hi to him because he was studying.

Second bump was in the middle of the car park, still within my college's compound. I thought that I'll bump into him in the hangout area for the students in my program. Instead, I bumped into him in the car park. I waved and said hi, and he smiled, pointing at his book and said, "I've got a paper." I smiled back and wished him all the best. He said, "Thanks, see you around."

Third bump was in AC. I said hi again. He smiled and asked, "Where are you going?" I pointed at the deck area and said, "Oh, up there." He smiled and walked off. I was with C and S. S came all the way to visit us after her last paper. When S and I went to order our food, I saw him sitting alone. I should've asked him to sit with us. The thing is, I didn't know he was going to be alone. I thought he'd be meeting up with his friends. Ah, regrets, ):

But, at least we talked, even it it's little. I'm pretty happy, (: You guys should've seen my face today. C and S were like "Omgosh, she's blushing", "Oh, you're so happy", "You look so happy", etc. Yeah, I really was, :D

Partying tomorrow! :D Now playing Not Your Birthday by Allstar Weekend.

Omgosh, I totally forgot when I said bye to D after he finished his paper, before we bumped again in AC. So yeah, like, I was sitting at this table right in front of the lift and like I saw him walking from my left from afar and I knew it was him by the color of his t-shirt. He was wearing brown, (: And you know what I did? When I saw him, I quickly looked away, hoping he didn't see me. I don't know if he saw me then. I was also hoping that he would like say something when if he actually did see me. But, he didn't when he walked passed me. So, I went like, "Bye, D!" He just turned and he smiled and waved and our eyes were, sort of, locked onto each other a little longer than usual before he walked off, omgosh! :D I just smiled when our eyes were locked. Maybe it's just me, but I'd like to think of it that way just to keep me going. That was the fourth bump.

Tomorrow, the ball, after the ball, after-party.

Because I'll Be Standing Right Next To You ;

I HAVE MAJOR BREATHING PROBLEMS :O


and I miss you all. Oh btw, this saturday G's Lagoon thing? I can't come. Dad has been complaining I've been going out too much and remember how you guys plan something for next week? I can't come too. -.- I've got some netball tournament on saturday for the whole entire day. If you want, we could go out on Sunday? Faster plan ok? 


I went to school today :) had chapel service which was pretty good. I picked D and I late and for a moment I thought he wasn't coming. On the way home dropping D home we decided to get Tutti Fruti :D I love that place! 


Hello J, so you've finally updated :) Cheesecake? I just baked that day and I asked you to come but somebody *ahem* was to sleepy and lazy -.- ahemyouahem. Seriously, it's weird how we're so freaking close and we never ever meet up. You're weird ;) AHAHA WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO ON YOUR BIRTHDAY? :)


xx C

Control yourself.

JL, you nerd!

I have something to thank God for; I FINALLY found a dress that I'd wear for the ball. Here's the dress:

Honestly, I don't really like it. I don't know, really. But I was desperate, so like, I chose this. I've also decided on which lipstick I'm going to wear, now all I have to think is what eyeshadow I'm going to wear.

I'm hungry. I want to eat. But it's too late to eat. My Dad will kill me if he caught me eating at this hour.I shall just starve myself.

Omgosh, my current favorite song is Kids by MGMT.



I didn't post the official music video for this song because it's a little scary. Go watch it on YouTube and you'll get what I mean. I don't like the music video. MGMT is performing tomorrow night, omgosh! I want to go, but I can't, ): I can't wait for Saturday! I miss y'all. I miss D.  Starving right now. Another minute and a half until I can listen to my favorite song!
This is so exciting! Everything is!
10 seconds to go!
54321
It's done! Listening to Kids right now! I used to hate it, but now it's stuck in my head!
C and I have been tweeting each other since before I started this post. Still tweeting each other, :D
This is the most random post I've done, goodnight! <3

Guess who's back?

Hey loveliess!! =)

First of all, lemme just apologize for my absence! I thought that this blog was pretty much dead( =p), but when I suddenly decided to revisit it again, WHOA, I had to go back a few pages to catch up with all your posts!! Took me a couple of days but I managed to finish it =) Sorry!! haha

Its so nice reading all of your updates, because knowing what's happening in your life eventho its been Ages since we met is like being a part of it again =) The distance doesn't feel that far away anymore, ya know? Anyway, a couple of updates on my side, well i've been pretty packed with assignments lately, and I just wish I have more time! Managed to finish quite a bit last week, but new projects keep popping up =(

Yesterday, my whole class went for 'soup kitchen' where we prepared food and distributed them to the needy and homeless people around. It was such a wonderful experience! You know, it's been quite some time now, and I think that currently, one of my life's goals is to be able to touch the hearts of OTHERS. I mean, during childhood, the world seems to revolve around myself. But now as I'm growing *ahem* older, haha, I just wanna be able to change other people's lives in a positive way. To create an impact. I don't want the world to revolve around me anymore.

Anyway,apart from that, I do enjoy school and church. Oh yeah, decided to join the young adults "cell group" in my church, and I'm loving it! We really get to discuss about God and just hearing each other's experiences is just encouraging and comforting too, cause I know i'm not the only one struggling.

S, oh yeah, I totally forgot there are some really inappropriate scenes in the Time Traveller's Wife book! Hahahaha, sorrryyyy, I couldn't really remember the details and all. But yeah, just try another book. Hope you like them! And what happened to writing essays huh? =p Stop procrastinating!!!

C, I miss you SO much!! You know what? this is unacceptable. We live ridiculously near and we never meet up. SOON KAY? (and pls remember my cheese cake too! hahaha KIDDING, you know I love you ) I ALSO WANT TO SEE YOUR BRACES WHEN YOU GET THEM.

S1!! I miss you so so so much too!!!! Glad you finally managed to say hi to D. =) don't worry, it starts with a hello, but im sure you two will be able to start talking more as time comes.. I'm also glad you can have friends like E to talk about your passions about fashion together, and other friends who keep buying you meals!! *jealous* ahhahaha, ;)

A <3, first of all, thanks for starting the 'revival' of this blogg! haha.. and also, glad to be reading your uhm, very random list ;) haha, we have to meet up soooon!

Lil A!! You gotta update more!!(hahaha look who's tlaking right, I know) but hey, at least I update with a looong one! =p Now you all have to just suffer reading this very long rant, haha! I MISS YOU!

In short, I miss all you guysss! Hopefully we'll be able to meet up this weekend, if not SOON!
Kay, I needa run. Desperate need for toilet with now, and gotta practice piano and do assignments!! hahaha

Love you all =),
L

Eventually you will be gone

OH! EM! GEE! Okay, like today, I saw D three times. And we said hello three times! Our first hello was by the lift. The second hello was in this hangout room for the students in the same program as me. We shall call this hangout room HR. There's a really long story behind the second hello. The third hello was right in front of HR. It may seem like progress, but it only stops at hello, nothing more. This pretty much sucks. I'm very happy though, that we said hello.

The second-hello story: I walked into HR knowing he was in there. But I didn't say hi the minute I stepped in. I just did my own thing, you know. A few of my friends were bullying me- tickling me & messing my hair up. Those friends were also D's friends. According to one of my friends, he kept on looking over- he looked over twice during the bullying incident. And another look-over when I was talking to someone- I can't remember who.

A few people have told me to just go say hi to him, and so I did! But what's disappointing is that we don't say anything else anymore after a hello whereas last year we would actually talk- it may not be something we have in common but random topics. We used to say really random stuff to each other. One of these few people told me to continue where I left off with him, but the thing is, what if he doesn't want to? So, I just left it at that.

So, today, I went for lunch with this guy, E. The both of us have, pretty much, a lot in common. We have one thing in common that we totally love: fashion. Anyways, a few other people were supposed to join us for lunch but they ditched us. I guess they didn't like Korean food. It was pretty pricey too- that could be one of the factors why they didn't join us. So, it was just E and me. Bulgogi. Good. Period.

We talked about a lot of things from schools (different kinds of schools: government, private & homeschooling), colleges in the states, our college & majors, blah blah blah. And then the question arrived: who do you find attractive in college? I told him to guess. I gave him clues: we both know him but he's not in any of our classes. And his first guess was correct: D. I was like, "What the hell, how'd you know?" And we started to talk a little bit about him, blah blah blah. I didn't tell him anything that happened between D and me though. Then, the next question: what makes you think that he's not into you? I didn't say anything. I just smiled, "I don't know?" (Oh wait, I did say I don't know, hahaha!) I mean, like hello, look at D and look at me! I'm way out of his league! So, yeah. Pretty much it.

Reminder (for me, at least): Carry yourself like a queen and you'll attract a king.

Oh! G is so sweet, he bought me breakfast! I feel so bad right now. He bought me lunch just the other day and I haven't done or gotten anything for him! G and I are hitting it off pretty well as friends. I saw H too! We said hi like twice but she didn't stop to talk. I was actually hoping for her to, but I guess she had to rush off.

The ball is this week, omgosh! I don't even know if it's on Friday or Saturday, double omgosh! And my dress, triple omgosh!

 

This dress was my first and only choice. I have to wait for new stock to come in and exchange this dress for something a tad more formal. I hope the new stock comes arrives by Thursday. I got my shoes already, happy!

Lil A; I miss you! ): Stop sleeping so much, hahaha! :D

S; Thanks, love! (: Miss you! ):

A & C; Aww, you both are extremely sweet! Makes me (': I miss you's! ): No sense can be shaken into him, hahaha!

J; Where are you? I miss you! ): Where'd you go, I miss you so, Seems like its been forever that you've been gone.

Will keep all of you in my prayers, goodnight! <3

That Should Be Me

I MISS YOU GUUUUYYYYYS SSSOOOOO FREAKINGGGGGG MUCHHHH!

that I could cry :')

• I was literally tossing and turning the whole entire night yesterday. For some unknown reason, I couldn't sleep at all -.- It was so freaking irritating! Seriously. Ohmygoshhers, it was like my mind was so wide awake and my body was as good as dead. So, I skipped school today instead. I mean, who on earth would study from lack of sleep? ;D I KNOW I WOULD BE! 
• You know what I realize? I haven't liked a boy for a very long time. && that's kinda odd, for me. I'm quite proud of myself actually, now that no guy is in my head I can actually study more and concentrate too. Heh, who knew life would be so much...... easier and less stress?
• Oh it's lent now, I actually forgot. I've been meaning to fast but I keep forgetting. I'll just fast next week on food :) I hope it works! 

I really seriously freaking outta my mind miss you guys so much :( If only I could drive, I would totally kidnap all of you and go somewhere just to hang for awhile :) but just by reading all this blog post, I feel so much closer!

AMW, DUSTY LIKE S ROOM? DIRTY LIKE HER BROTHER'S TOILET? AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! WHATTHEHECCKKKK? FLIPPIN JACKS :D I LOIKE.

S1, A and I are seriously gonna shake some sense into D man! WHAT KIND OF BOY DOES THAT? I kinda know how you feel with T. I mean, what kind of guy tells you you're beautiful and doesn't do a thing about it? but from my experience? Don't leave it babe, just go and say Hi. :) 10 years from now, you won't be looking back regretting what you didn't do. 

S, you're in my prayers babe! I hope your dad, mum and you are okkk :) In JESUS name, all THREE of YOU WILL BE HEALTHY IN NO TIME :D AMEN??


Anyway, I think I have a dinner tonight with boring cousins from Australia. I really honestly have no idea if I'm going or not. Life sucks :/

I LOVE AND MISS YOU S1,S,A,LIL A, AND J :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

--xx C




P/s  BRACES IN ONE WEEKK!!!!!

Sweet Dreams to my Sweets

Here's a little random list of A-ness (HAHA, say that out loud) for you. =)

1. I had ribs for dinner. 
2. My whole family just watched Valentine's Day.
3. Lil' A just ditched me to go zZzZzz.. ( Dont worry, sis, no hard feelings this time;))
4. 5 out of 6 best friends wrote here today. Yayy!! and *ehemm*
5. I just popped a pimple.
6. My room is almost as dusty as S's right now.
7. My bathroom feels as dirty as her bro's. (yes, yes, cleaning is going down tomorrow.)
8. I have missed out on the letter T at least 8 times so far while typing and had to go back and fix it.
9. (Which is actually the whole reason I wnated to do a post in the first place; just to say this..) I FEEL LIKE FINDING WHOEVER D IS AND SHAKING SOME DADGUM SENSE INTO HIM!! 
10. I love you. And everything will work out in the end, no matter what the situation is. 

S1, I love you.

S, I love you.

C, I love you.

J, I love you. Where are youu?

Lil' A, I love you too.

A. 

bon voyage ?

heyyy peeps , so i won't be updatin anytime soon kays ?

i am going to my momma's daycare now , staying there .

our car is very sick , again .

so yeah , i will be there .

i am feeeling terrible now .

my throat is killing me .

i wanna stay home and hide under the blankie but i can't .

updates kay while im gone so when i come back i can read all ! :)

Lil A , i am so gladdd you're backk !!! :)

S1 , hang in there .

we are ALWAYS here for you .

trust GOD for greater things . 

He's the one that made you so He knows the plans He has for you .

Jer 29:11 :)

LOVE YOU BABE ! 

i lovee you alll !!

please pray for me and my momma to get well ! 

our throat is killing ! 

thanksss honeyyss ! 

BYEEEEEEE !! :)

p.s. i miss you all VERYYY muchh !! 

lovee , S .

i love ya'll so much!

yoness homies! :) so guess what? lil A  is back.so today i went to church (just me and my rents).I felt kinda out of place for once bec i was sitting next to the whole ''in croud'' and none of them even said hi (besides E's sis)And e went for first service today. so i didn't get to see her :(How's everyone been?WE SERIOUSLY MUST HAVE A REUNOIN SOON!!!korean bbq?tehee.so we've been studying and helping out like crazy lately.uggg tomorrow is monday.listening to aar now :) so many memories with these songs.which reminds me how much i love all of you guys.do you guys want to come to elevate at my church on the 16th of april?it's supposed to be awesome!there's ganna be games, dinner,worship,an afterparty.it's an evangelistic event so if you know anyone who could use christ in their lives,please ask them to come!any guys have to come for youth camp.it's only 160 if you register early.the theme is truth/apologetics.so it's ganna be awesome! J sang today:) i've been wnting to talk to him but there hasn't been an oppertunity.so yea LYLAS <3



                                                             xoxoxo lil a

We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars

Warning: this post contains a lot of whining. You might get extremely annoyed.

"We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you"

This song has been stuck on repeat for the pass two days. I really like this song. This song, somehow, makes me cry. It reminds me of D. D has been popping up in my head a lot lately. I have been thinking a lot about him, and his actions and his gestures towards me, then and now. I still like him a lot. I hate that I like him a lot. This really hurts. I was talking to someone about this whole D-situation and we started to analyze his actions and gestures. We were trying to find out his motive.

I mean, what guy asks a girl out on their first conversation? What guy waits with the girl until she goes back? What guy sits with the girl in class and plays doodle games with her? What guy finishes the girl's hard drink so that she wouldn't get high/drunk? What guy asks the girl to step on his feet and he'll dance for her just because her feet hurt? What guy accompanies the girl to a quieter area just so she can make a phone call? What guy walks the girl out to her car/transport? What guy does all these and leaves the girl hanging?

That someone, whom I've been talking to about D, said that I should just say hi if I see him. But I'm too scared to. Last Monday, I saw him three times and I didn't say hello. Three times and no hello! And I regretted after. How stupid can I get? Seriously! But it's easier said than done, saying hi to him if I see him.

Hello everyone! (: How have all of you been? I'm happy that all of us are able to update this blog, :D JL & Lil' A haven't been though, ): I miss you's!

Have a good week ahead! <3

signs .

heyyy my loveellyyy bestiesss ! 

how are all of you doing ?

it's awesome how you guys update the blog so much now ! 

it's like we don't needa call each other & we can still feel the connection .

first up , S1 , glad to know you're feeling better honey , just hang in there .

& seriously , if ya need to talk , just holla at me , you know i got you babe ;)

C , you had a really funn sleepover huh ? :) glad you're having so much fun honey . 

A , hahah ! "that shows what kind of character you have" huh ? hahahah ! totally something N would say .

but it's so cool how you went and got it iron with the straightener ! way to go babee ! haahhah ! 

hope you get well soon hons . & im so glad you got your internet/comp back ! :)

L & lil A ! where ya'll at man ? 

come on , updates .

so my updates ?

my mom's crazy worker left her so this whole week i have been helping her .

we got a new helper yesterday & she seems to be doing the work fine .

i think she doesn't really like me tho' , i dont know why . 

she's 22 . 

okay , so i finished reading "all american girl" by meg cabot . 

& yes , S1 it's your book .

i have to return you your cds and the 2 novels .

okay so anyways , yah it was pretty nice .

and i love reading now .

A , you mean got 18SX scenes ah ?

okay then , i wont read it .

i 'm only on the 12th page now .

i think i'm gonna read the client next .

i read bell jar half way , needa resume soon .

okay so , basiclly , everyone knows about the tsunami .

thats one .

& now , LIBYA .

ghanafi , i really dont know why would he want to create all this mess .

well , im glad that the US and UK are helping .

poor innocent lives .

you know , i can't help but wonder .

are this the signs of the end days ?

well , best believe it , it is .

& we are ALL blinded by the things of the world that we don't even realise .

now is the time where Christians must read the Word and grow stronger in the LORD .

i feel an urgency , really .

i don't wanna sit around thinking about who i'm gonna be , worrying about SATs and all that .

because what's truly important is GOD .

my knowledge can't get me out of the end days , GOD can .

i feel if i invest my time in doing His works , everything in my life will flow well .

it's just very sad , to see these things happening .

while we here are enjoying ourselves , with computers , phones , nice beds , airconds and everything , people in other parts of the world are suffering . 

& i think we all know how my family had been struggling financially , up and down and all that .

but now its like , i dont even care . 

riches of the world can't compare to the riches in heaven .

God has treasures stored up for us in heaven , where we'll be for ETERNITY .

unless we follow His ways , we will never taste those treasures .

i can say that till this very day , GOD has pulled me and my family through every hard times .

i'm glad to say we made it . well , we might not be there yet , or we may never get there but i'm just glad that i have God . 

day before yesterday , my dad's left side of the face was swollen , like an apple on his cheeks . 

No.1 , and No. 3 rushed him to the clinic and the doc said it's signs of stroke .

the doc said that my dad has to be very careful not to stress himself .

but how ? my dad's job is a very tough one . 

No.1 isn't helping him anymore & me and my mom are busy with work so my dad has to do the cooking and all at home , which is very tiring .

but my dad told me that No.3 has been sweeping and mopping the floor . 

so i thank GOD for that . 

i wish my brothers will change before anything happens to my dad .

it's really scary when i think of it , i tear up .

it has been going on for a very long time already , my dad , his health .

it's just too much to think about .

i leave it at Jesus' feet .

all i can say is that GOD is GOOD & His mercies endures FOREVER !  

so yeapp guys , 

these my updates . 

i just want us all to grow in JESUS .

i'm glad that i have friends who know Him .

& it doesn't matter if you're catholic or baptist or wtv but as long as we all worship the same living Father , well thats all that matters .

i love you all very much . 

i know i have friends whom i can count on , whom i can trust & know that they'll be there for me whenever .

you guys are my ANGELS that i believe GOD has assigned for me .

i thank GOD for besties like ya'll .

GOD BLESS YOU ALL girlfriendsss .

lovee from my heart , S .

Beautiful Like You

I was just thinking of something. We are one heck of a group. Just look at us. we are all just so different. Take our music for example. There's 6 of us and there's 6 different styles/likes. Take our fashion. 6 friends, 6 fashions. I just think it's all pretty mind boggeling. And I love it. And I love you guys. :)

So I's 1st bday party was a hit. :) The cake wassssss scrumptious! Hahaha.. I think he really liked the party, even though he is just a lil' kid. At one point he was crying then we all started singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY and he got shocked!! He just started looking around like whatttttt..woeeee.. Haha! It was so cute. N and I had on the same shirt but mine was really wrinkled. When she pointed it out to me I said I dont know how to iron. She said LEARN. Then I said I couldn't really be bothered. She said thet shows what kinda character I have but I said I didnt care. When I cane back into my room Lil A was straitening her hair. I took the straitener and straitened the wrinkles outta my shirt then went and showed/told her. I say that that shows what kinda character I have. Llo, It was funny. She was in a really good mood yesterday. :) After a while at the party I didnt feel so good so that was the downside.

Right now I am at home alone. Everyone else went to church but I stayed home because I came home sicker than I was when I went out yesterday. Im okay now though. Look like no Foos for me tomorrow though. Oh when will I ever see yall!?

TTFN, A. :)

Next To You

I. AM. SO. FREAKING. TIRED.

~.~ 

that's how my eyes are now.

Picked J,S, and M up yesterday to go to Sunway :) Wanted to watch BEASTLY but the timing was so off that we decided to go buy DVDs instead in Summit later on. Got some BR and went to Club 9 for some pool. (: It was so fuuuuuuuun :D but the whole Club stink like mad and the music sucked balls of lollipops! -.- Seriously, sucked. After pool, headed to Summit for some Thai food and bought some dvds :D

J,S and M stayed over (: had Dominos for dinner while the parents went out for dinner with their friends somewhere. Watch the movie while eating, and I was gonna throw up man. The movie was so freaking messed up :/ Around 2, we got so bored so we went out for some drinks but didn't know where to go. Practically, driving round in circles. The security guard chased us away too, stoopid fella. So, we decided to just go back home and just talk all night long till 6 in the morning. Wanted to get McDonalds breakfast in SS15 but too lazy and couldn't be much bothered. Woke up around 12 thinking it was 10. :) I bought us chicken rice for lunch and had Tutti Fruti later on. So yeah, (:

A - No, I didn't read it. Can't be bothered, so boring. I'm reading another book like the Just Between Us. Same author, (: Quite nice :D

-- xx C

Beyond Great

OMGGGGGGGGG!!!!

You guys!!!! I am so so so happy that there are actual updates on this page!! Like seriously, give 'em 2 months and they'll rise from the dead. 

Okay, so I have been reallyyyy sick for the past 2 1/2 days. I went to the DR yesterday and he prescribed me some antibiotics. So now I am feeling a lil better but still veryy weak if I do too much. So basically I have just been laying in my bed for the past 2 days. Ok, not basically. I HAVE been just laying in my bed for the past 2 days. Lil' A has been sleeping in the other room at night and I have been drifting in and out of dreamland for the past 48 hours. I should be as good as new soon though. Like I said, I feel a little better already.

The Little Bro's 1st bday bash is tmr! actually i just remembered while typing this. His real bday is next Tuesday but tmr he will have a party. Hopefully Im up to it. 

Lil' A and i just got our com working again :D So we should be able to talk more. Im sorry to say not in the phone though. Apparently my phone bill in JAn was over RM200!! Can you believe that??? Abt half was bc of accidental data charges but I still need to be really really careful. So for now im just gonna pretend like i dont have a phone. Yeah.. I gotta be careful.

Well, I should go get some more rest. oh btw, C, did you ever finish Pride and Predjudice? And S, about the Time Traveller's Wife, It can get pretty graphic if you know what  i mean so you might wanna wait a few years before reading it. Up to you.

I love you guys and Im so glad you are updating because i miss yall so much. 

A. ;)

Tell me I'm right.

Aww, (': I love you guys! ♥
Aww, (': I love you guys! ♥
Aww, (': I love you guys! ♥
Aww, (': I love you guys! ♥
Aww, (': I love you guys! ♥

I feel much better now. I think, hahaha! I know you all are just a call away but then, I felt like no one could understand me or what I was going through. I guess it was just a phase. A pretty stupid one, I must say. It drags you down to the pit of your stomach. If you get what I mean.

Today,

• I went to college despite not having any classes. I went because I had to pick my friend up because we were going to go shopping. Wow, so many becauses. And also, because my cousin was handling the Sony Walkman Roadshow in my college. They had this contest where the contestant has to wear one of their headphones and have his/her picture taken. The pictures will then be posted on Sony Walkman Malaysia's Facebook page and have to be voted. The person whose picture gets the most votes wins a Sony camera worth of RM900. Or something like that. I had my picture taken with their headphones on with two of my friends. The pictures will be up tonight, so please vote for my picture, thank you! <3

• I went dress hunting for prom. Which is in two weeks! I found a dress I sort of like. I mean, I wouldn't say I love it, but it's something I would wear. I didn't get it; I reserved it. It's a maxi/long dress. It's a printed dress and the main colors are grey, blue and pink. It doesn't sound as nice as it looks because I don't know how to describe the dress. You know I can't describe well. And I can't find the picture of that dress! This is so annoying. You'll just have to use your imagination.

This Saturday,

• I'm going to continue dress hunting. I'm pretty excited! If I don't find the right dress, I'll just have to get that dress that I reserved. I hope I can find something prettier.

I love the lyrics and video of this song. My current favorite!
♥

Er KAKAK INDON, that's not me who posted the post before you. I think it's S1 :/ epic lah you! 

You okay, S1? :) We're all just a call away you know? although some people ahemSahem don't like charging their phone at times. Hehehe! We're here for you (: Or if you don't feel comfortable talking to us on the phone then you can just rant it all out on this blog besides this is what it's for right? Or we could all just meet up one day :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ here's some love just for you! :D

C 

comeback timeee !

HELL  to the LOWWW everybodyyy !! :)

okay , so wassup peeps ? 

it's been such a busy busy month & i haven't been updating since feb ?

wow .

okay , so everythang has been good .

i'm really just trynna prioritize things in my life rite now .

you know , like put what's really important ahead .

so theres GOD , theres my family , theres my beautiful friends , yessss youuu :) 

& the most headaching one is the SATs . 

so , yah . i was really discouraged when i took the full prac test online and got only 1070 ! 

but you know , i wasn't fully concentrating & it was my first time .

but i have amazing friends who made me feel a whole lot better ! 

L & C , thankyou so much for words of encouragement . 

" a friend in need in a friend indeed ".

& L loaned me a few amazing novels . 

who knew i could read a novel ? 

hahah ! 

okay , so i'm reading BELL JAR now & i must say it's soo interesting !!

can't wait to read " The time traveler's wife" & " The Client" & the rest .

so yeapp . 

life's been pretty okay , 

contemplating whether to take SATs in JUNE or OCT .

i feel like i need more time to prepare to do well . 

idontknow . we'll see how thangs go .

it's great how you two still keep the blog alive despite our disappearance .

theres nothang much to say really . 

OMG S1 ! PROMMMMMMMM ! 

you're gonna look so amazing man with the nice dresss & perty hairr & make up & heels ! 

so exciting . i'm excited for you honay :)

& C , are you okay hunnybunns ? 

some parents are like that one lah .

i think we all at some point go through this kinda times .

but i know how you feel .

just know that you have a place in this world .

that someone out there needs you , thats why you were made .

just continue life knowing you have a purpose in it , it'll help you be motivated .

just look at the future & be determined ! 

okayy ? 

i lovee you all very muchhh ! 

tmr's gonna be tiring . 

all the kiddies in the daycareee . 

but they're veryy cutee . 

so imma go now .

nitey nites .

BON VOYAGE ! ;)

doublexo , S .

I just want to be happy, genuinely happy.

Lonely. Empty. Helpless. Useless. Vulnerable. Unmotivated.

Lately, I've been feeling all the above. I've not told or talked to anyone about it. It's sad that I can't even talk to my Mom about it. Or my Dad. But, what's the point talking to them about it? They'd tell me to suck it up and get on with life, you know. They only want me to study and get good grades. I wouldn't say they couldn't care less about other things like my social life or anything like that; my studies and grades are what they care the most right now. Like, it's hard, not having anyone to talk to. I hate this feeling. I hate feeling like crap. I hate feeling all the above. I hate all these.

Goodnight.

When It Was You And Me

Stuck On Repeat ;









I absolutely adore the new version! :)


Went to Singapore yesterday for a one day trip with the family; BOUGHT 3 NEW RINGS from TOPSHOP :D Absolutely loooooooooooooveeeeeeee it! 


The holidays is here? :) HAPPY HOLIDAYS! 




xx C :)

Drop your calls, lose your keys

 0:30-0:31, 0:36-0:39, 0:50, 1:49-1:50, 2:43-2:44, 2:58-2:59. Zach Porter, I love you! Marry me? (:I sound like a little fan girl, omgosh, hahaha!

Key Dollar Sign Ha

I extremely love Brittany's voice ♥♥♥

BRACES IN THREE WEEKS ;) 

-- C

Beastly: Love is never ugly. Alex Pettyfer, marry me!

Yellow!

Black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow.

I:

• am going for prom! It's not by my college. C and I are going. S was supposed to come along but she has something on that night. I'm going to feel so out of place.
• might be going for a birthday lunch this weekend. If I am, I'll be meeting up with C and S and we're going to watch Beastly, omgosh!

Today,

• I hung out with D's friends (only, he wasn't there) : A, C, J, J (girl), and K (girl). We went for lunch and played pool. I was the only girl who played pool. I played with C and A. I couldn't play with J because he plays like a professional. It was so fun! J was like, "Berlagak now lah, don't hang out with us anymore." I was taken aback by what he said, but just laughed, "Omg, no! Are you crazy? I wouldn't do that!" They paid for the pool session and I promised to treat them ice-cream. K paid for my drink; I didn't see that coming. I think I'd buy her ice-cream, too.
• people have been asking if I'm okay and why I'm sad. Like during lunch, C asked, "S, why are you sad? You look so sad." I just smiled, "I'm fine. I'm just stoning." I'm okay and I'm not sad, honest! Maybe it was because of the color of my outfit. I was even asked why I was wearing all black! Like, can't I wear all black? It's just a color. Black is a color. I'm not emo or anything. Stereotypes. Idiots. I stereotype. I'm an idiot.

Yesterday,

• G (my first semester friend) bought me lunch yesterday after he asked me out to lunch after class. I found it really odd that he paid for my lunch. I sat with him in class and it wasn't awkward or anything, surprisingly, and so was lunch.

On Friday,

• C and I went to Sunway Pyramid to watch The Mechanic. The movie was really cool! But it was violent, and gruesome. We were supposed to meet S at The Curve.

My t-shirt smells like strawberry! (:

Live Forever

Well, this blog is like lacking of photos :/ Should we put photos, of ourselves though? :/ Anyway, so as you all know that today's plan is officially failed to the core. Since no one knows how to get back to me about anything, I thought that it was cancelled and made other plans with other people only to find out that it's still on with S1. -.- 


S1, I'm really sorry for not making it happen today. I feel really bad, but you know how it is with the lovely parents of mine. And, remember what I told you in the text? Well, just now my parents said next week onwards I can't go out anymore or less. LIKE, I COULD HAVE GONE OUT WITH YOU! What the heck man. Very annoying. Extremely. Maybe we'll just go out tomorrow after church if you want? I can meet you in 1U or Curve. Whichever, for a movie and lunch? :) I don't know, up to you. I'm fine with anything! 


So, you guys got some sort of plan this coming weekend right? Anyway, if you read the words above, I can't come anymore. This week would have been perfect, but oh well. That's life, and it goes on. You guys have fun in whatever you guys do okk? Especially you S ;) with your dates! My lil best friend is all grown up naooooo! Take tons of pictures, womaaaaaaan :D 


Looks like we all won't be hanging out much. :/ Hmm. So yeah, later haters.






xx C 

March has arrived!

March, please be good to all of us.

Hello everyone! How are you's? What would the rules be, C? (:

I've been MIA for over a month now. Until now. I'm just going to update about myself in the list below:

• I went out with L when he came up from Singapore. We watched Homecoming. I don't like him anymore. I guess I never really like, liked him. I guess he was just a substitute, you know, when I didn't have anyone to like. I sound like a female dog right now.
• I still like D. I never stopped liking D. I see him around college off and on. We bump into each other mostly on Mondays.
• I went out a couple of times during the CNY holidays, I think. Can't remember.
• On the third day of CNY, we had an open house. There were so many people. My Dad invited his business-related-friends. My Mom invited her side of the family. We did invite my Dad's side too, but no one turned up. People started coming in at about 3. That day/night, I drank two whole bottles of red wine. That night, I gambled for the first time; I won RM10. My cousins and I went to play pool in SS15, where I bumped into my college friends. 
• We all went out for A and S's birthday dinner, remember? :D
• My Aunt from UK came down for about three weeks, I don't know? We went shopping together. It was pretty awkward at first, but we loosened up a little after. When we were waiting for my Mom to come pick us up, bird shit on my head,in my hair. According to the Brits, it's good luck.
• I went out with my college friend, C and a relatively new friend, S. They're pretty fun to hang out with. We went to 1U for lunch and movie (I AM NUMBER FOUR), and then to Bangsar at night.
• I started playing pool with C. My wrist has been hurting since then. I guess playing pool was the cause of my wrist hurting, I might be wrong. That's just my opinion.
• During the period of time when I wasn't updating this blog, I went all emo. I wasn't exactly emo. I just had dark colored (not black) nails. I wore a lot of black and dark colored clothes. I didn't talk much; I did talk, but not as much. I was alone most of the time. I wasn't down or depressed or anything. I was happy. I just wanted some alone time, a very long alone time.

I don't know if I've missed out anything, but if I did, I'll include it/them in this post.

FACT: Scientists have proven that human minds are linked with each other through neuron activities.
So if you’re thinking of someone all day long without any reasons at all, that person is probably thinking of you too in any sense.

-Tumblr

Is this true? :O

Goodnight <3 (: