Eventually you will be gone

OH! EM! GEE! Okay, like today, I saw D three times. And we said hello three times! Our first hello was by the lift. The second hello was in this hangout room for the students in the same program as me. We shall call this hangout room HR. There's a really long story behind the second hello. The third hello was right in front of HR. It may seem like progress, but it only stops at hello, nothing more. This pretty much sucks. I'm very happy though, that we said hello.

The second-hello story: I walked into HR knowing he was in there. But I didn't say hi the minute I stepped in. I just did my own thing, you know. A few of my friends were bullying me- tickling me & messing my hair up. Those friends were also D's friends. According to one of my friends, he kept on looking over- he looked over twice during the bullying incident. And another look-over when I was talking to someone- I can't remember who.

A few people have told me to just go say hi to him, and so I did! But what's disappointing is that we don't say anything else anymore after a hello whereas last year we would actually talk- it may not be something we have in common but random topics. We used to say really random stuff to each other. One of these few people told me to continue where I left off with him, but the thing is, what if he doesn't want to? So, I just left it at that.

So, today, I went for lunch with this guy, E. The both of us have, pretty much, a lot in common. We have one thing in common that we totally love: fashion. Anyways, a few other people were supposed to join us for lunch but they ditched us. I guess they didn't like Korean food. It was pretty pricey too- that could be one of the factors why they didn't join us. So, it was just E and me. Bulgogi. Good. Period.

We talked about a lot of things from schools (different kinds of schools: government, private & homeschooling), colleges in the states, our college & majors, blah blah blah. And then the question arrived: who do you find attractive in college? I told him to guess. I gave him clues: we both know him but he's not in any of our classes. And his first guess was correct: D. I was like, "What the hell, how'd you know?" And we started to talk a little bit about him, blah blah blah. I didn't tell him anything that happened between D and me though. Then, the next question: what makes you think that he's not into you? I didn't say anything. I just smiled, "I don't know?" (Oh wait, I did say I don't know, hahaha!) I mean, like hello, look at D and look at me! I'm way out of his league! So, yeah. Pretty much it.

Reminder (for me, at least): Carry yourself like a queen and you'll attract a king.

Oh! G is so sweet, he bought me breakfast! I feel so bad right now. He bought me lunch just the other day and I haven't done or gotten anything for him! G and I are hitting it off pretty well as friends. I saw H too! We said hi like twice but she didn't stop to talk. I was actually hoping for her to, but I guess she had to rush off.

The ball is this week, omgosh! I don't even know if it's on Friday or Saturday, double omgosh! And my dress, triple omgosh!

 

This dress was my first and only choice. I have to wait for new stock to come in and exchange this dress for something a tad more formal. I hope the new stock comes arrives by Thursday. I got my shoes already, happy!

Lil A; I miss you! ): Stop sleeping so much, hahaha! :D

S; Thanks, love! (: Miss you! ):

A & C; Aww, you both are extremely sweet! Makes me (': I miss you's! ): No sense can be shaken into him, hahaha!

J; Where are you? I miss you! ): Where'd you go, I miss you so, Seems like its been forever that you've been gone.

Will keep all of you in my prayers, goodnight! <3