We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars

Warning: this post contains a lot of whining. You might get extremely annoyed.

"We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I'll never get over you, never over you"

This song has been stuck on repeat for the pass two days. I really like this song. This song, somehow, makes me cry. It reminds me of D. D has been popping up in my head a lot lately. I have been thinking a lot about him, and his actions and his gestures towards me, then and now. I still like him a lot. I hate that I like him a lot. This really hurts. I was talking to someone about this whole D-situation and we started to analyze his actions and gestures. We were trying to find out his motive.

I mean, what guy asks a girl out on their first conversation? What guy waits with the girl until she goes back? What guy sits with the girl in class and plays doodle games with her? What guy finishes the girl's hard drink so that she wouldn't get high/drunk? What guy asks the girl to step on his feet and he'll dance for her just because her feet hurt? What guy accompanies the girl to a quieter area just so she can make a phone call? What guy walks the girl out to her car/transport? What guy does all these and leaves the girl hanging?

That someone, whom I've been talking to about D, said that I should just say hi if I see him. But I'm too scared to. Last Monday, I saw him three times and I didn't say hello. Three times and no hello! And I regretted after. How stupid can I get? Seriously! But it's easier said than done, saying hi to him if I see him.

Hello everyone! (: How have all of you been? I'm happy that all of us are able to update this blog, :D JL & Lil' A haven't been though, ): I miss you's!

Have a good week ahead! <3