That Should Be Me

I MISS YOU GUUUUYYYYYS SSSOOOOO FREAKINGGGGGG MUCHHHH!

that I could cry :')

• I was literally tossing and turning the whole entire night yesterday. For some unknown reason, I couldn't sleep at all -.- It was so freaking irritating! Seriously. Ohmygoshhers, it was like my mind was so wide awake and my body was as good as dead. So, I skipped school today instead. I mean, who on earth would study from lack of sleep? ;D I KNOW I WOULD BE! 
• You know what I realize? I haven't liked a boy for a very long time. && that's kinda odd, for me. I'm quite proud of myself actually, now that no guy is in my head I can actually study more and concentrate too. Heh, who knew life would be so much...... easier and less stress?
• Oh it's lent now, I actually forgot. I've been meaning to fast but I keep forgetting. I'll just fast next week on food :) I hope it works! 

I really seriously freaking outta my mind miss you guys so much :( If only I could drive, I would totally kidnap all of you and go somewhere just to hang for awhile :) but just by reading all this blog post, I feel so much closer!

AMW, DUSTY LIKE S ROOM? DIRTY LIKE HER BROTHER'S TOILET? AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! WHATTHEHECCKKKK? FLIPPIN JACKS :D I LOIKE.

S1, A and I are seriously gonna shake some sense into D man! WHAT KIND OF BOY DOES THAT? I kinda know how you feel with T. I mean, what kind of guy tells you you're beautiful and doesn't do a thing about it? but from my experience? Don't leave it babe, just go and say Hi. :) 10 years from now, you won't be looking back regretting what you didn't do. 

S, you're in my prayers babe! I hope your dad, mum and you are okkk :) In JESUS name, all THREE of YOU WILL BE HEALTHY IN NO TIME :D AMEN??


Anyway, I think I have a dinner tonight with boring cousins from Australia. I really honestly have no idea if I'm going or not. Life sucks :/

I LOVE AND MISS YOU S1,S,A,LIL A, AND J :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

--xx C




P/s  BRACES IN ONE WEEKK!!!!!