Baby steps aren't enough for me.

OH. EM. GEE. GEE. GEE. GEE. GEE! I bumped into D three times today! And there was progress: we talked! Only a little though. But still, progress! First bump, I saw him but didn't say hi to him because he was studying.

Second bump was in the middle of the car park, still within my college's compound. I thought that I'll bump into him in the hangout area for the students in my program. Instead, I bumped into him in the car park. I waved and said hi, and he smiled, pointing at his book and said, "I've got a paper." I smiled back and wished him all the best. He said, "Thanks, see you around."

Third bump was in AC. I said hi again. He smiled and asked, "Where are you going?" I pointed at the deck area and said, "Oh, up there." He smiled and walked off. I was with C and S. S came all the way to visit us after her last paper. When S and I went to order our food, I saw him sitting alone. I should've asked him to sit with us. The thing is, I didn't know he was going to be alone. I thought he'd be meeting up with his friends. Ah, regrets, ):

But, at least we talked, even it it's little. I'm pretty happy, (: You guys should've seen my face today. C and S were like "Omgosh, she's blushing", "Oh, you're so happy", "You look so happy", etc. Yeah, I really was, :D

Partying tomorrow! :D Now playing Not Your Birthday by Allstar Weekend.

Omgosh, I totally forgot when I said bye to D after he finished his paper, before we bumped again in AC. So yeah, like, I was sitting at this table right in front of the lift and like I saw him walking from my left from afar and I knew it was him by the color of his t-shirt. He was wearing brown, (: And you know what I did? When I saw him, I quickly looked away, hoping he didn't see me. I don't know if he saw me then. I was also hoping that he would like say something when if he actually did see me. But, he didn't when he walked passed me. So, I went like, "Bye, D!" He just turned and he smiled and waved and our eyes were, sort of, locked onto each other a little longer than usual before he walked off, omgosh! :D I just smiled when our eyes were locked. Maybe it's just me, but I'd like to think of it that way just to keep me going. That was the fourth bump.

Tomorrow, the ball, after the ball, after-party.