story of my life .

before i start , wanna know somethang disgustinggg ???

I 

HAVEN'T 

SHOWERR 

SINCE 

THE 

DAY

WE 

WENT 

TO 

1U !!!!!!!!!!

i know rite ? 

ubbbbberrrr Disgustingggg ! ;)

so , yeah .

i've been VERY frustrated since i got back from S1's yesterday .

after you guys left ,

i called my mom & she went like this .

" you just stay there lah , no need to come back . "

i mean seriously . 

& she's like ,

" we're all rushing getting stuff done while you're enjoying yourself . "

i was like WTHHH ?!

omg , do you guys feel me ?

like i'm the only freaking girl , 

NO ONE EVER GETS ME .

& it's like i have to be doing EVERYTHING ,

and i can't have some fun ?

it's soo annoyingg .

& now , she's officially ignoring me .

i seriously cannot wait to go for NS ! 

i'm so done with all of these man .

thank God i don't have to see her face all day next year .

i'm gonna study and just get away and break free .

i could understand if i were some wild child who doesn't know her boundaries .

then my mom can go crazzy and say stupid stuff abt me , i don't care .

but you guys know , i'm not .

i asked her whether i could go and she said YES .

omg , how annoying can she gett ??

ERGHHHHH .

so menyampah muka mannn .

what a NEW YEARS .

L , i can't go tmr lah .

my mother is pmsing like MAD .

& what's new man abt all this ?

NOTHANNGGG .

i always get all the "anger release"

just try walking in my shoes lah .

if there wasn't God in my life ,

i would have commited suicide .

& i thought of it since i was 9 !

imaginee , i was a 9 year old kid who thought of suicidee .

and my parents know it .

this is so just dang irritatingg .

& no , i'm not gonna cuss or anything .

i'm gonna wait for God to do something for me .

justice has to be taken rite ?

i'm done with the year .

i've accomplish NOTHING .

i'm so sick of all these .

i could just break down and cry .

can you guys just please tell me something .

WHAT AM I GOOD FOR ?

S .