heyy babeess ! :)
i feel very unstressed now .
i feel great .
so you all know how much i've been stressing bout whether or not to continue homeschooling and all that .
and there were few options besides homeschooling .
and i was very very stressed and like weary .
like i really don't know where to go .
yesterday , Miss Sharon asked me to just pray about it .
she said that God will never forsake me .
so yesterday night , i took out the Bible , and read it .
and i prayed & praised God and just cry out to Him with all of my heart .
it was my break point .
i couldn't decide and time is running out .
so i prayed and prayed .
and i never expected Him to come through this fast !
He's an amazing God .
today , we went to check out the O-levels school ,
and somehow something didn't click for me .
like it didn't feel right .
and SPM also doesn't feel right .
i really wanna continue homeschooling , but like theres so many problems and all .
so , came home .
and my mom said like just do O-levels .
then she talked to my dad .
& my dad NEVER EVER listens about our schooling and all .
cause he has other important things to worry abt .
but just now , he took out his phone and called 2 ppl .
a lecturer and a home tutor .
and he was taking the initiative to help me out .
i felt SO HAPPY .
like WOW .
usually my mom does everything and he's like telling her to let him do everything .
& this is my MIRACLE .
so , my mom suggested that i should just do SATs and then A-levels or something .
and i felt a peaceful feeling when she said that .
so my dad asked the tutor if she coaches for SAT .
and she said YES !
so i'll be having tutoring classes for SAT .
starting ASAP . and then homeschooling at home still or not Miss Sharon .
or maybe ask T , whom i bought the scorekeys from , whether she wants to homeschool together .
cause it'll save up time and money .
i dont have to go to the centre and dont have to wait for her to finish .
whatever it is , i know God is my help .
i'm trusting him ALL THE WAY .
and i thought maybe lil' A and A , like we can all homeschool together and help each other out .
and can rotate houses .
i think studying together is good because you have to wake up for your study group and all .
and we can help each other out .
score each other's test .
like it'll be great .
it's what i want .
but it's entirely up to HIM ! :)
so yeapp , i'm glad .
& i know i said like owh im definitely not doing homeschooling .
but i am now .
i shouldn't be too confident next time .
i should always use the word maybe or probably cause im not the one deciding the future , agree ??
so yeapp .
played basketball yesterday . and got my teeth plucked tuesday .
and monday another two's coming out .
and braces on FRI ! :)
realllyyyyy excitedddd !!!!! :)
you guys needa update man !
S1 !!!!!!!!!! omgggg babbbeeeeee !
telll me everythangggg bout tonighttt !!!! :)
so exciting .
lil A and A ! i miss youuu two so muuuchhhh !
C , i haven't talked to you in AGES !
where are youu ?
so yahh , i love everyoneee ! :)
thank you for being there for me you guys .
it's amazing to have wonderful friends like ya'll .
TRULLYYY A PLEASURE .
i'm gonna go now .
ttyl ? hahahahahah ! :)
mmmmmmuuuuaaakkkss !
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