Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Every rose has its thorn, 

Every night has its dawn,

Every cowboy sings a sad , sad song .

Every rose has its thorn.

currently addicted to this song .

Everything is temporary , so they say . The only thing thats eternal is Jesus . Life just throws surprises at you , be it good and/or bad . Unfortunately , the rotten ones are sometimes inevitable . I never thought this day would come . I knew it would come but somehow never believed it will . This is our 14th year here . Its truly by the grace of our living God that we are able to sustain thus far , having a roof to live under . Losing my home feels like i'm losing a part of me , a part of what made us a family . Knowing that we don't really own a permanent place to live in anymore is scary . I'm going to miss this place so badly ; the place i once called home . But then again , it is all temporary . You know , i thought that it wouldn't happen because we've been through the " house for auction " phase one too many times . And now , just as we all thought its going to be okay , it turned out to be ugly . Its shocking . I thank God for all of you . Thanks for hearing me out . I must say that through this , i've learned who my true friends are . With all this pile of mess and added pressure of the SATs , it ain't easy . But i've been through my fair share of life's difficulties to know better than just sitting and feeling sad about whats gone or whats going or not going to happen . Obstacles sort of come in a package with life . Life is filled with fun , laughter and joy but you also have to face the downside of it all . I believe that we have to go through all this turmoil to get to where we're destined to be sooner or later . Actually , i don't really care what we're going or not going to be , because the end times are near . Why waste time on material things when we need to be fighting for something that's eternal ? I hope to be an encouragement and an inspiration to those who suffer with family probs , and all the crisis life has to offer . That would be my mission , to turn my shame into glory for the expansion of God's kingdom . to use my story , my experience to inspire and encourage another . L , i think you're the only one that doesn't know whats happening . I needa meet up with you . Holla at me when you're free ? I could use your time and ears . Thank you for hearing me out peeps . UPDATE THIS DEAD BLOG !! 


love , S .