Insignificant and Worthless

Hellooo!

Omg, I don't even remember stressing over the backdrop. I don't remember not having lunch that day. I don't remember the glitter and glue. Then again, I don't remember a lot of things, haha!

College has started for me. My subjects are challenging and a bad combination: Art Appreciation, Chemistry & Society, Introduction to Philosophy, Introduction to American Government and Moral Education.

I have to study (the word study looks funny to me now), humble myself, trust in God. My profanity has to leave. So does my old self. It's tough.

College is very different compared to my previous semesters. My advisor has left to further her studies. As well as a few other advisors and staff. A huge number of my friends has left. There were a few familiar faces around, so it wasn't that bad. I made a few friends though; they're okay.

I teared when I received my friend, N's text message- he's already left for the States. It's going to take me a long time to get used to him not being around. I can't believe he's gone. He was closest to me in my 4th semester, apart from C. It sucks to be me right now.

I can't imagine being away from you 5 for a long time; I'd bawl my eyes out every day and night or every time I think of y'all.

Chic Pop 9 Street Market is on this Saturday in Jaya One from 10 AM to 6 PM. I'll be going! Come if you can!