I'm Your Angel

S, I know how you feel. It's the exact same thing for me. It's hard and painful and like you just don't know what to do. I know what that feels. I know it's like when you in a room full of happy people and everyone's smiling but you over here, feels so damn freaking lonely and your heart is aching so much wishing that someone would understand but you could ever do is try to smile and act like everything's fine and perfect when WE all know it's like poop and shit. I know how you feel because I'm still going through it. Babe, you gotta fight it. Don't take things to distract you, I did it and see where am I now? I don't even know how to deal with my own problems. You gotta fight it with all you got. And You have GOD and us. But most importantly GOD. HE can take away your loneliness. Always remember that YOU are never alone. That's what I tell myself now that GOD is sitting RIGHT NEXT TO YOU. Waiting for you to talk to HIM.To pour out your feelings to him. He's right there hun (: even if we can't be there, HE is there. We're all here. (; SMILING AND SO DAMN PROUD OF YOU OF HOW YOU'RE TAKING ALL THIS PROBLEM. Babe, whatever you do, what ever happens just PRAISE GOD no matter what! Because HE'S wonderful that way and HE would never want YOU to feel alone. & WE'RE ALL HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU EVERY MINUTE << THAT SOUNDS FREAKKY BUT SCREW IT! hahaha (: SMILE BABE, because a smile like yours should never be a frown. It's just to damn beautiful. Talk it out to anyone (; Just come to the blog or sms anyone to call you because We'll be here. F.O.R.E.V.E.R. Babe, because of you I still have a lil bit of faith in FOREVER. You are a wonderful sister to those terrible 3 brothers. N, loves you so much! & Well those three, they're in their own world now. Soon, babe just believe it, they'll come to their senses and everything will be perfect again. YOU ARE NEVER THAT SPOILED PRINCESS THAT GETS EVERYTHING FOR IT. YOU work for what you want, and YOU deserve all those. 

Same for you too, S1. We're all here. YOU are not socially deprived. NEVER think that. We're all hurting now, we all fight with each other because of how pissed of we are with each other but NEVER lose faith in GOD because HE got so many things planned out for you guys. (: FOR ALL OF US, NO MATTER WHERE THE HECK WE ARE. No one has this special friendship like all of us do with each other (: 

So SMILE BABES, AND FIGHT THIS PROBLEM WITH GOD. (:  

I'll be here for you guys, always (; To drain those tears, to dry those tears. To hug you guys and to give you comfort. I'll be here. I'm always just a call away. Don't worry okay? (: I'll be your should to cry on. FOREVER.

Love always,

-C